Wishful Thinking ;

2010-10-04T13:01:00.000+08:00

I am a fat ugly piece of shit.
I hate myself.
I hate being fat.
I am disgusted with my fatness.

2010-07-22T22:24:00.002+08:00

It's been around a month since i blogged. Woah. Sorry guys!
Anyway, this week sucked man.
Next week is prolly gonna suck too.
Okay, lets see.
Wed - Bio test
Fri - Maths test
Next Mon - English situational writing
Next Wed - English oral
Next Chinese lesson - Chinese reading test thingy

WALAO FML. ):
I have a damn sad life lah!!!!!
Whats with all these stupid tests man!!!
But oh well, looking forward to tomorrow - dinner with Ning. (:
Oh and omg, i've been blogshopping!! ):
And all the stuff i bought HAVEN'T ARRIVE YET!!!!
*&^%$#@!!!!!!!
Hate having to wait. ):

Oh and did i mention that i really miss you?
Guess i didn't.
Really hope to see you soon.
And talk to you soon.
Wish you'd come though. ):
Miss you.
How's everything?
How are you?
Are they treating you well?
They're definitely not treating me well, stealing you away from me. ):
Please come this week.
Please?
Miss you.

Okay, anyway, gonna stop here.
Bye.

P.S. My legs are aching cause of volleyball training. And 500 skips.

2010-06-20T22:23:00.001+08:00

Why are you always so rude?
I don't think i respect or admire you as much now.
Seriously?!
What's your problem man.
I thought it was getting better...
And i was that nice to you okay.
Jerk.

2010-06-03T21:15:00.002+08:00

This holiday doesn't feel like a holiday. ):
THERE'S FREAKING A LOT OF HOMEWORK. ):
WALAO. ):
And i have not handed in my geog file.
Damn it. ):
This sucks.
I miss ze hottie. ):
I don't feel like blogging anymore.
Bye. (:

Don't let it go to your head.

2010-05-30T21:59:00.002+08:00

These two days have been awesome.
It helped me get my mind off you for awhile. (:
Anyway, i'm in pain.
Physically.
Haha.
NOT BECAUSE I SLASHED!
It's cause i have four blisters on my feet. ):
I learned a lesson yesterday.
Never play bare-footed on rough floor.
Damn it.
It was quite stupid of me to take of my slippers to play captain's ball.
Too bad, i learned it after i got my stupid blisters.
Argh. ):
Oh well.
Anyway, these two weeks are prolly gonna suck.
I have to go back to school this whole week.
And next week, thrice.
Damn. ):
Okay, nvm.
I shall stop.
Bye.

Here comes goodbye. I wish.

2010-05-28T00:57:00.002+08:00

I can't believe we've drifted apart so much.
I really miss talking to you.
And playing board games with you.
Just the two of us, laughing at how i pronounced "guitar" as "guaytar".
I wanna talk to you again.
Why is it so difficult.
I do cry whenever i think about it.
Which is right now.
It's unfair, how others can be so close, but we're no different from strangers.
I haven't talked to you in ages.
How have you been?

Ps. To all readers, i'm not some emo person who slashes or whatsoever. I'm just trying to pour out everything here. So ya, don't think i'm some super emo person. (:

2010-05-26T15:01:00.001+08:00

I MISS YOU. ):

2010-05-18T20:40:00.003+08:00

Why do these tears keep flowing?
It's got to stop soon, right?
I mean, how much tears can i possibly have, right?
I really miss you.
Come back quickly.
OMG. This life feels so screwed.
If i carry on like that, it's only gonna hurt more.
But it's gonna be difficult to forget everything.
What should i do.
You're making me so confused.
I'm not just jealous, i'm envious.
Of her.

I wish you were here;

2010-04-22T19:27:00.002+08:00

There's so much drama in my life.
Damn it.
I'm feeling so horrible.
And I HATE TESTS AND EXAMS!
Super annoying you know!
Damn it.
Oh well.
This blog is dead man.
Maybe i should delete it, no?
Oh well.
Bye.

Unable to walk away from you, knowing you'll never run after me.

2010-04-14T20:55:00.000+08:00

You said you missed her.
But right now, i'm missing you.

2010-04-11T22:03:00.003+08:00

You really did look cute today.
Your cheeks were red. (:
If looks could kill, i'd be dead by now.
But why.
Why do you keep appearing before me.
When i thought you were long gone.
Why did you have to appear IN FRONT of me.
And get me yearning for more.
I've had enough.
But why's it so difficult?
I'm so...
Troubled.

2010-04-07T18:42:00.003+08:00

Absence does make the heart grow fonder.
And it's happening to me.
It hurts.
The pain is excruciating.
And it's killing me.
It's been so long.
A few months, maybe?
I miss you.
But.
You don't know me, do you?
Do you even know my name?
Doubt so.

2010-03-30T17:56:00.003+08:00

I AM SO SORRY FOR MY DEAD BLOG.
Hello people!
Yes, i'm blogging.
Surprising?
Yes.
Haha.
Anyway, a lot of things have been happening in my life.
And ya.
Some good, some bad.
But oh well.
It's God's will.
Oh and i have been blog shopping again! D:
But there's this blog owner who is really annoying.
Jodie and i both bought stuff from her.
So Jodie told her to mail everything to my house.
We paid her the money LAST MONDAY.
And she said that she'll mail out our stuff within five days.
So last week, Jodie emailed her to ask her when she'll mail our stuff out.
She didn't reply.
So we waited.
Then until today, we still haven't gotten our stuff(one week has passed).
So i emailed her.
She replied and said we should be able to get it next week.
Then i emailed her again, saying "Next week? But we paid last Monday.."
Then she didn't reply.
I'm getting a bit annoyed.
And yes, everything we bought were instocks! INSTOCKS!!
I really don't understand why we have to wait so long to get our items, when they are all instocks.
WTH. ):

Right, anyway, i realised that everytime i feel stressed, i'll start crying.
Haha.
Oh well.
That was random.
Kay, ending here.
Bye! <3

When i think of you, i don't feel so alone.

2010-02-19T23:14:00.002+08:00

Hello!!!!
Omg, it's finally the weekends!! (:
Okay, so, CNY was super awesome!
Angpaos, gambling and awesome time with family!! :D
Oh oh and we watched Valentines' Day!
Super awesome.
However, when CNY ended.....
Shit loads of tests man.
This week was full of tests.
But ya.
I'm glad it's the weekend.
So, went out with Jannell today.
To Orchard.
OMG, i love the Cotton On sale man.
Bought a lot of stuff!!! :D
So fun.
Okay, so.
I don't want next week to come so soon.
Super sian, got more tests. D:
But but but, my birthday is coming soon!!!!!
27th Feb! :D
So super fun.
I think.
Hahaha.
Anyway, i'm talking to Marissa and Valerie now.
Yay! :D
I miss them like crap. D:
Haha.
Kay, anyway, gonna sleep.
Bye. (:

Missing you.
Love, Lucille

2010-02-05T20:48:00.002+08:00

Hello.
School this week was extremely stressful.
Especially Monday and Tuesday.
I was so stressed, i cried.
But oh well. God helped me, as usual. (:
So yea..
I'm so so so glad it's the weekend! :D
Seriously, it's what i look forward to every week.
Kekeke.
Anyway, i got full marks for the Maths quiz thingy!!! (:
Awesome...
Hahaha.
Oh and there was history and Chem quiz this week. ):
And the worst thing is, common test starts NEXT WEEK! D:
ZOMG! *freaks out*
Haha.
I really can't wait for CNY!!!
It's gonna be ze awesome i tell you.
Uber uber fun.
Oh and class outing too!
I love my class man! (:
Kay. I shall stop talking.
Bye.

Some things are better left broken;

2010-02-01T21:57:00.002+08:00

I know it's been more than a month since I last blogged.
A thousand apologies.
Anyway, a month of Secondary school life is enough to kill me.
I'm already half dead.
Super exhausting.
Tests, tests and more tests.
Homework, homework and more homework.
It's super sian, but oh well.
I shall not complain.
Anyway, i can't wait til this period is over.
Common tests and everything.
Can't wait til there's lesser homework.
Anyway, this is gonna be a short post.
Just a lil update.
Anyway, CNY is coming! (:
Something to look forward to at least. (:
Okay, gonna mug. D:
Bye. <3

2009-12-30T14:22:00.002+08:00

I wish you were still here.
I wish i had a better relationship with you when i still could.
I wish i didn't get mad at you when you were so concerned about me.
I wish you didn't have to go so soon.
I miss you alot, i really do.
I miss how you'd sing songs so loudly.
How you'd be so happy everytime we came to visit.
How you'd always be saying "Thank God, thank God" in chinese everytime you saw us.
How you'd be so happy when we bought food for you.
I just miss you so much, Grandma.
I wish you could see this,
and see how much i miss you.
I wish i could turn back time.
I love you, Grandma. <3

"I miss you, miss your smile.
And i still shed a tear every once in a while.
Even though it's different now, you're still here somehow.
My heart wouldn't let you go,
I miss you. "

2009-12-21T00:24:00.003+08:00

I'm hurt .
Really hurt .
It isn't cause of a crush or anything like that .
It's cause of someone else .
Someone that i'm supposed to have a close relationship with .
Someone whom i'm supposed to be able to share problems with .
What's wrong with us .
We hardly even speak to each other .
Hardly even share problems .
This sucks .
You're making me feel as if you're ashamed to be around me .
you can be having so much fun , and not even caring whether i'm left out or not .
Oh and gossiping behind my back ?
Thanks alot .
And i actually respected you .
I really envy those people who can have such good relationships with their ________ .
I miss talking to you .
(This isn't about a crush or anything . It's about someone who WAS supposed to be very special to me .)

Okay , anyway , so sorry .
It's been ages since i blogged .
Anyway , last week was youth camp . (14th - 18th Dec)
It was awesome .
Totally awakening .
I won't tell y'all all the details , but ya .
It was just awesome .
And kinda .. emotional ?
Haha .
But ya .
I just think God is awesome .
What I Long For .. Brokenness

Okay , anyway , this week is prolly gonna be uber busy .
Christmas is round the corner !
How awesome !!! :D
"All I want for christmas .. Is you !"
Ahahaha . (:
It's gonna be so awesome .
I just know it is .
Yay !! :D
I just love christmas man .
Haha .

Oh .
And last lesson of tennis is this coming Sat . (26th Dec)
I'm gonna miss you Nicholas and Nicole !
And Jenna .
And Clara .
And Jared .
And Claris .
And everyone else .
D: !!!!!!!
*Sobs*
But ya .
Will make sure i still keep in touch with y'all ! :D

Anyway , i don't feel like blogging now .
Sorry !
Will prolly be quite long til the next time i blog .
But ya .
Will update some other time !!
Oh and i really need to and want to speak to Jannell .
Ahaha .
Random much .
Kay , bye ! <3>
Though it hurts , pretend it doesn't .
Though you like him , pretend you don't .
Awesome , Lucille .
You're in denial .

2009-11-28T00:02:00.003+08:00

HEY ! :D

OMG , these few days have been great lah .

Okay , here are the updates !!

Monday :

Came back from Hong Kong in the evening .

Rested and stuff ..

Oh ya , Hong Kong wasn't that great ..

NO OFFENCE !

There wasn't much shopping , cause everything there were for winter .

But the food was awesome ! :D

And the weather was awesome too !

Tuesday :

Woke up at 12+ .

Went to Genevieve's house the whole day to slack and stuff .

Was fun spending time with Genevieve , Jannell , Marissa , Valerie , Jodie and Jodie's sis . (Jodie is really close to her sis)

Wednesday :

Went out with Beverly and Genevieve .

First , went to Wisma .

Saw this awesome dress from Hula and Co. .

Then , went to ION .

Bought this clutch bag from New Look . (:

Then , made our way to Suntec .

On the way , bought some jewellery from Six . (:

Then , walked around Suntec for awhile .

Then went to Macs .

Beverly had to leave earlier , cause she was meeting her family for dinner .

So , left me and Genevieve .

Super fun sia , i tell you .

Laughed like crazy .

And like , we were the only ones making so much noise in Macs .

Laughed like crazy .

Then , walk around a bit more , then went to Compass Point to fetch Charlene , Genevieve's cousin .

She's super cute lah , i tell you .

Awesome day man .

Thursday :

Collect PSLE results !!

I did okay . (:

English - A* (:

Maths - B ):

Chinese - A

Science - A

Overall , i did quite okay .

Thank God . (:

Omg , Siyi kept crying lah !

And worse still , she was crying IN FRONT OF ME !

And saying stuff like "6 Sincerity is gonna split up just like that .. "

Omg , made me cry too . ):

Then , after all the drama , Jannell came over to my house .

My mum decided to take us out for a celebration .

So i asked Marissa , Genevieve and Valerie to come along too .

Marissa couldn't come in the end .

So , only me , Jannell , Valerie , Genevieve , and her cousin Charlene came .

Had fun .

First , we went to Keppel Club .

Played and stuff .

Then , headed to Vivo City for Ice cream !

The five of us shared two tubs of Ben 'N' Jerry's !

Yummy yum yum ! :D

Super shiokkk ! (:

Then , played and walked around .

Then , went back home .

Friday :

Went to Chinese Swimming Club with my family and Kaker (my cousin) .

Played Basketball for awhile .

Then went to eat .

Then went bowling .

Fun Fun Fun ! :D

And now , i'm here .

Haha , so ya ..

Those are the updates .

Anyway , i'm really gonna miss my Primary school life .

Especially all the friendships that were made .

I'll remember all of you ! (:

I'm gonna miss you !

*sobs*

Really feel like crying .

Anway , i think i'll end here .

Bye ! <3

You're one of a kind , no one can change this thought of mine .

2009-11-14T23:04:00.002+08:00

Hey Hey Hey ! x3

Sorry for not blogging for like a week plus ..

Been busy ..

Watching TV ! :D

Haha .

Kay , anyway , here are the updates :

Monday - Thursday :

Those four days were kinda boring lah .

Stayed in class .

Making bookmarks , purses and getting ready for the p6 Fair .

Nothing much happened .

So ya .

Like i said , pretty boring ..

Friday :

Din go to school .

But ad a really great day !

Woke up at 10-ish .

Decided to go out with Jannell and Genevieve to watch My Sister's Keeper .

Actually , we asked some other people to come with us .

But ya , they all coudn't make it .

So , as usual , it was just the three of us .

Went to book the tickets , and guess what ?

The whole theatre was FULL !

We had to sit at the third row from the screen .

OMG man .

But there were people at the first row okay !!

So ya .

Oh and we got free popcorns !!

Anyway , the show is really , absolutely awesome .

Super duper uber touching man .

Cried like crappp lah !

It was so sad .

But ya .

It was a great show .

A show about family love .

Great actresses and actors .

AWESOME ! :D

Glad i caught it .

Then , after the show , we walked around for a bit .

Then , ate at Mos Burger .

Went home after that .

Reached home at 9-ish .

Watched TV til' like 2-ish .

Then felt uber tired .

So went to sleep .

Haha , okay .

So that's what happened .

Anyway , i'll be going to Hong Kong for my holiday !

Hopefully there'll be loads of shopping !!

I needa and wanna shop super badly !!

But i'm broke now . ):

Oh and i heard on board the plane there'll be movies like The Ugly Truth , The Time Traveller's Wife , The Proposal and My Sister's Keeper .

All the wonderful shows that i wanna watch !!

But i watched the last two already lah ..

Haha .

Anyway , i'm just really really excited .

And my dad said that the weather in Hong Kong is gonna be superb ! (:

Three cheers ! :D *Hip hip hooray !*

So ya .

Anyway , that's about it .

Will prolly end off here .

Nights !

Bye ! <3

What hurts the most , was being so close .

2009-11-05T13:44:00.002+08:00

Hey Yo ! x3
OMG , i've been having shit loads of fun for the past few days .
Anyway , i'll only tell y'all then highlights of the week .
Kay , so , yesterday (Wednesday) :

Went to the beach with Genevieve , Jannell , Marissa and Beverly .
Woah , had so much fun man .
Okay , so , Genevieve , Jannell , Beverly and i were supposed to meet at Serangoon MRT at 2.30 .
However , i kinda got lost , and so ended up meeting them at around 2.45 .
Then , we waited for Beverly til like 3-ish .
We totally din know how to get to East Coast Park , so we had to ask for directions from : my bro , Jurado , Genevieve's bro , the person at the MRT and Beverly's cousin .
It was so funny lah !!
So anyway , 43-ed to Parkway Parade .
Then , looked for the underpass and walked to East Coast Park .
Then , when we reached East Coast Park , we said we'd meet Marissa at the Macs there .
Jannell said it was at Big Splash there , so we walked like shit towards Big Splash .
Then , we found out that we were at the wrong place , we were at KFC instead .
And to get to Macs from there , it was a 30-minute walk .
So , we decided to tell Marissa to meet us at KFC instead .
We called and asked her where she was .
"I'm still at home !" she said .
OMG lah .
Haha .
Had a great laugh bout it .
So finally , she arrived .
Went to the beach and started playing and taking pictures and stuff .
Played til 7-ish .
Then , Marissa's mum dropped Genevieve , Jannell , Beverly and i at Parkway Parade .
We decided to eat at Mos Burger .
I heard someone say it was at the 4th level , so we made our way all the way from the 1st to the 4th level .
Then , at the 4th level , we found out that Mos Burger was at level B !
OMG lah .
So , went all the way down again .
Then , since we spotted Subway first , we decided to eat at Subway .
Then , 43-ed back .
Went over to Genevieve's house til like 10.50 , then went home .
Anyway , all the pics are up on Facebook , so i won't be uploading any here .
Sorry , very lazy .
Haha .

Today (Thursday) :
School was quite fun today .
We were preparing the stuff for the p6 Fair .
My gosh , sit for more than 5 hours can .
LMAO !

Anyway , don't feel like blogging now .
Sorry !
Bye ! <3

Nobody wants to go it on their own ;

2009-10-25T00:00:00.012+08:00

Hey yo ! x3
Sorry , haven't been blogging these few days .
Anyway , past few days have been rather shitty , except for Friday .
Stayed home watching tv .
My gosh .
Damn sian can ..
Okay , here's the updates ..

Tuesday :
Woke up at 11-ish ..
Ate breakfast .
Watched tv .
Watched til like 12 , then my brother was like "Mei , quickly get ready ! We're going to Swensen's !"
So , in ten minutes , i had to get ready .
My gosh ..
So rush lah !!!
But ya , managed to get ready in time anyway .
So , went to j8 for lunch .
Then came back home and continued watching tv .

Wednesday :
Stayed home the whole day .
Watched tv the whole day .
Boring ...

Thursday :
Woke up at 10-ish .
Got ready and went to Kimberly's house .
Then went to some Serangoon Garden Club or something .
Had lunch .
Then went home .
Slept till like 4-ish .
Then got ready to go to Keppel Club .
Played tennis with lil bro and Sze Sze .
Then , bathed and went out to have dinner with mum's friends .
CRAB !!! (:
As in , the seafood .
Haha .
It was great man .
Really yummy ! (:
Then went back , watched more tv then went to bed .

Friday :
Woke up at 11-ish .
Ate .
Watched tv .
Until 3 + .
Got ready to go to Nicole's house .
Had fun there .
Took pics and stuff .
Played Taboo ! (:
Then , came home and watched tv til 3.30 in the morning .
My gosh , damn tired lah .

Saturday (today) :
Woke up at 11-ish .
Watched tv .
Went to Keppel again .
Came back , watched more tv .

So ya .
Those were my past few days .
Haha .
Oh and my Grandmother is so cute !! <3
She likes french fries !!
That day , i went with my cousins and Aunt to Macs .
Before we left the house , my grandmother asked my Aunt to go to her room .
And guess what ??
She requested for fries !!! (:
And when we passed the fries to her , she had that pleased look on her face .
And she munched on her fries happily , like a small girl like that .
How cute can she get lah !!
Love her to the max man . <3
Kay , anyway , ending now .
Bye . <3

Everyone wants to feel like someone cares ;

2009-10-19T10:16:00.004+08:00

OMG , PSLE IS OVER ! :D
Life is damn good now lah .
I'm enjoying like shit .
Have been going out and stuff .
Monday :
Went on a shopping spree with Jannell .
Bought shit loads of stuff .
Including a dress that cost me $48 !!
But ya , i think it was worth it .
Cause i really like that dress .
And it's from Forever21 . (:
So ya ..
Enjoyed myself a lot .

Tuesday :
Stayed home to watch all my movies .

Wednesday :
Went for Founders' Day , then went to Plaza Singapura with Marissa , Valerie , Jannell , Demi and Genevieve .
Watched (500) Days Of Summer .
It was awesome , but the ending was rather shitty ..
But ya .
Overall , i think it was great .
Enjoyed myself like shit again .
Haha .

Thursday :
Had school .
School was damn fun lah .
We were playing like crap .
Stress and Speed .
Shiok man .

Friday :
Had school again .
Played loads of Stress and Speed and blah ..
Came home .
Watched TV .
And can't remember what else i did ..

Saturday :
Had tennis .
It was freaking hot lah !!
I mean the weather ..
LMAO !
Watched more TV .

Sunday :
Church .
Then went over to popo's house .
Had shit loads of fun .
Stayed over at Popo's house .
Played and played more .
Slept at four-ish ..

Monday(today) :
Woke up at 10+ .
Felt freaking tired .
Went put with Jannell , Jodie , Valerie and Genevieve to j8 .
Watched Imagine That .
It was okay lah ..
Lol .
We were supposed to stay over at Genevieve's !
But they all last minute can't .
So i decided not to .
But ya ..
Had a lot of fun . (:
Enjoyed myself like crap .
Anyway , gonna end now .
Bye . <3

Someone to love with my life in their hands ;

2009-10-07T13:22:00.004+08:00

I SCREWED UP . BIG TIME .

Yes , i really did .
I hate this .
I hate exams .
I hate everything that's got to do with school .
I hate my life .

Why can't i just wake up from this nightmare ??
Cause i've had enough and it's really killing me now .
Slowly , but steadily .
It's killing me .
And i'm already three quarters dead .
I hate my life .
Now i'm screwed .

Two down , four to go .
Go on , Lucille .
You can do it . (:

2009-09-25T17:10:00.002+08:00

Hey Hey Hey ! x3
OMG , it's been ages since i last blogged man !
Seriously .
Sorry !!
Was busy and all .
So ya , these few weeks , nothing much .
Just major preparations for the "major" exam .
Haha .
But i am really scared .
Afraid that i'll not do well and everything ..
But yep , i must admit , i've not been studying a lot . ):
Ooops .
But really lazy lah .
Lol .
Okay , anyway , enough bout that .
Can't wait til after PSLE man .
Have planned many things to do with Jannell they all and also with family members .
Will be going for another Girls' Night Out when Sze's back .
Can't wait ! (:
Oh and Kanye West is such a jerk !!
He totally stole Taylor Swift's moment !!
It was HER moment , NOT YOURS !!!
Never learnt anything about respect , huh ??!!
Argh .
So annoying .
Anyway , enough bout that jerk .
LOL .
Oh and Nicholas has been really sweet .
Cause i've been feeling really stressed lately , and so he has been trying to help me relax .
Thanks , sweets ! :D
Anyway , i don't feel like blogging ..
My next post will prolly not be so soon ..
So ya ..
Oh and if you would me so kind , please help me pray that i'll do well for PSLE and that i'll relax a bit .
Thanks . (:
Oh and don't y'all think that "someone" is a MAJOR LOSER ??!!
I mean , she's only p5 and she thinks i'll be scared of her .
Please lah .
Wanna spam also so scared .
Don't even dare to put your name . -.-
But aiya , her name is not good enough to be on my blog lah .
It's prolly not even good enough to be on a dog's blog .
And maybe she knows that , that's why never put her name .
But ya , whatever lah she .
So annoying lah .
Oh and she still thinks i don't know that it's her who spammed .
Please lah .
Just buzz off lah , IDIOT . (:
Lol , okay , enough bout that suck-up wannabe .
Anyway , gonna stop now .
Sorry .
Byee ! <3

So done with wishing , you were still here ;

2009-09-04T23:05:00.002+08:00

Hey Hey Hey ! x3
A day out with Beverly , Genevieve and Jannell today .
Fun like shit ! :D
But "separated" from Jodie , Beverly and Genevieve for awhile .
Cause they wanted to watch movie , but Jannell and i din .
So we went shopping instead ! :D
Bought a pair of shoes from Cotton On .
Quite cheap leh .
Haha . (:
Then , walked and walked .
Was looking for Forever 21 , but couldn't find .
So , walk and walk for quite awhile .
Then decided to have dinner .
PastaMania ! :D
YUMMY YUM YUM ! xD
So nice .
So ya , then , ate and walked around a bit more .
Then met Jodie and the rest .
Gave Jodie her present .
Oh ya , forgot to tell y'all that it's Jodie's birthday tomorrow .
So , ya .
We bought her this pretty pink rose and a slice of Tiramisu cake . (however you spell it)
So , ya .
Gave it to her .
Then we all went Carls Junior .
Talked a bit , took pictures , and blah ..
Then , time to go back .
So , Beverly , Jannell and i took MRT while Jodie followed Genevieve take car .
Haha .
On MRT was the best .
Laugh like shit .
Haha .
Suddenly went high .
Was really funny .
Yea , then , came home .
Haha .
And now , i'm here . (:
Oh and while Jannell and i were shopping , we had Jodie's rose in our hands .
So , many people were staring at us .
It was really funny .
Haha ! :D
Fun to the max can .
Oh and i wanna watch The Time Traveller's Wife . (i think that's how you spell it)
Jannell and Su-Jean too ! (:
We should go watch it together , haha !
I saw the book .
Read the back .
Was quite interesting .
But din wanna read the book .
615 pages , OMG !
Will die .
Haha .
Oh and i wanna watch Bandslam and Gforce and I Love You , Beth Cooper and some other shows .
Haha .
Man , that's quite a lot , huh ?
Hehe . (:
Anyway , i don't feel like blogging anymore .
So , ya .
Oh Oh and i got back my prelims marks !
Din do well for Science and Chinese , so ya .
Gotta work harder for PSLE !
Anyway , special thanks to those who prayed for me and comforted me when i was feeling so stressed because of Prelims !
Thanks a lot ! (:
Greatly appreciated . (:
Okay , ya .
I'll stop here .
Bye ! <3

When you're not around , i'm feeling like a piece of me is missing ;

2009-09-01T20:30:00.000+08:00

I feel horrible .

2009-08-29T11:11:00.003+08:00

Hey ! :D
Omg , last few days have been FUN ! (:
Cause prelims are over !
Yay ! :D
Yea , anyway , went with Genevieve and Beverly to watch The Proposal on Thursday .
Quite nice lah the show , quite funny .
Haha .
Then , met Mummy , my two brothers , Kaker , ZhiWei and my older brother's friend for dinner at Pizza Hut .
But i din eat , cause i was ultra full .
OMG , one large popcorn and Coke .
Damn full sia .
I thought supposedto share popcorn lor !
Then Genevieve bought nachos and Beverly bought another popcorn !
So ya ..
Was super duper uber full .
Then , went Swensen's and i downed 5 scoops of ice-cream !
OMG , yummy yum yum ! x3
Haha .
So greedy right ?
Hehe . (:
Then , yesterday , went ice-skating with my two brother's , Kaker and ZhiWei .
Wah , fun like shit .
But fell like shit too .
I HAVE A CUT ! ):
And it was bleeding yesterday !
That's how badly i fell .
Haha .
Then , at night , went Karaoke again !
But this time , it was at Keppel Club .
We went cause it was the last night ZhiWei will be here .
So , ya ..
Was fun ! (:
But the songs weren't as good as KBox .
But the room was definitely way bigger .
Had more space to dance ! :D
There was even a pool table okay !
Sang a lot .
Danced a lot .
Drank a lot .
Ate a lot .
Shiok man .
Went high with Claudia again . (:
Was dancing to Pokerface and some other songs .
Oh and there was this song by Mayday , we specially made ZhiWei sing it twice .
It was so nice to dance to lah !
It was the last song we sang , and we were just totally singing the chorus and dancing while ZhiWei sang the whole song for us .
He has a great voice . (:
And sang The Moment Of Silence with him .
Wah , damn high .
For both of us .
Cause i sang one octave higher .
Haha .
Super funny .
Fun man .
But ya , he's going back already . ):
Aw .
Will miss him .
But not very close to him lah .
I hardly speak to him !
And he said my chinese sucks !
JERK !!!!
Haha .
Yea , anyway , gonna get ready .
Going to airport to send him off .
So , ya ..
Byee ! <3

Never thought that loving you would hurt me this way ;

2009-08-25T21:15:00.003+08:00

EXAMS SUCK TO THE MAX .
Hello Yo Yo Yo ! x3
Sorry , not gonna blog much .
Just , i wanted to let y'all know how much i hate exams .
Tomorrow's Chinese paper .
Any idea how much i suck at chinese ?!
Argh .
This is bad man .
I hate this .
BIG TIME .
I'm prolly gonna fail or something ..
Man .
I give up hope on my chinese . :/
But still , pray for me , alright ?
Thanks loads . (:
Oh and i realised i need to talk to ________ .
It's like , i speak to him so often that it has become a habit ..
And if i don't speak to him even for a day , i'll kinda miss him .
This is odd .
Haha .
And like , he's always there to cheer me up , comfort me , help me relax .
So sweet . (:
Man .
This is so awkward .
But ya , anyway .
Prolly a really really good guy friend .
That's all .
Okay , right ..
Haha .
Oh and get well soon Marissa !
I'm gonna miss you more !
And you know that ! (:
Get well soon !
Rest well . (:
Haha , that poor girl .
She knew she had fever today , still wanna come to school "because prelims mah" .
That's what she said .
Then , go back home , fever reach 40 degrees celcius .
Now , must rest at home for 10 days .
And you know what she say ??
"Ahh ! Means cannot go out ! Stupid stupid !"
Haha !
Sick still wanna go out .
Cute lah she .
Loveyou girl . <3
Get well soon ! (:
Will be praying for you !
Yea , anyway , please pray that i'll do well for the Chinese and Science paper !
I'm freaking nervous now .. ):
Please pray for me , thanks ! :D
Kay , gonna study now .
Bye ! <3

Cause without you , i can't find me ;

MM , i'm missing you like shit .
I wanna see you so badly .
Where are you , sweets ?
You have no idea how much i'm craving for you .
It's been ages since i last saw you , haven't it ?
I'm begging you , appear before me , would you ?
Cause without you , i can't find me ;
iloveyou . <3

2009-08-17T20:25:00.002+08:00

Hey yo ! x3
It's been ages since i last blogged !
So sorry man .
I've been really busy .
And lazy .
Haha !
Anyway , on 7th August , went with Marissa , Genevieve , Valerie and Jannell to watch Up .
OMG , so cute !
And funny !
It's a really good show and i recommend all of you to go and watch .
It's not good cause it's funny , it's good cause it's meaningful .
It's really nice ! (:
Then , on 14th August , went Karaoke with Claudia , Ning , my family , Justin's family and Zhi Wei .
OhMyGosh , had a blast man .
Was freaking fun lah !!
Sing and dance like shit !
Especially me and Claudia .
The last hour , both of us went high and stood on the chair and started dancing .
Haha , uber uber fun sia ! :D
Enjoyed like shit .
Will prolly be going again next Friday , before Zhi Wei leaves Singapore .
Yay ! (:
Oh , but the shitty thing is : Thursday and Friday , PSLE oral . Monday to Friday , Prelims . ):
Argh .
So sucky right ??
ZZZZZ !
My gosh .
Hate exams , i swear .
Damn annoying .
Oh and i feel like going ice-skating suddenly .
Don't know why .
Lol !
Random craving ..
Haha .
Anyway , i don't know what else to say .
So , ya ..
Will prolly be stopping here .
Haha , kay .
Bye . (:

And i actually thought i had a chance ,

Why's my life so screwed ?
I hate this , i really do .
I'm so afraid , but yet have to act as if i'm not .
I hate my life .
Won't ending it totally be easier ?
I mean , going through life now is so difficult ..
I hate this .
I really , really do . ):
Save me .

2009-08-06T22:43:00.002+08:00

Why are you so freaking annoying ?
You don't even work for your own money , asshole .
You're given so much a month and you don't even have to work for it .
I ask you for $30 , you don't wanna give me .
"Why you need so much money to go out for ?? $30 is too much !"
Cause i'm going out with my friends , idiot .
Not you .
I said "Fine , then LEND me $30 ."
You say "Why you need so much for ??"
Omg , you're a total bitch , i swear .
I'm so disgraced .
Even ______ who worked for the money wanna give me the money .
And you ??
Asshole .
$30 is lesser than how much ______ gets a week okay .
And you can't even LEND it to me .
You bitch .

Sorry , needed to vent my anger .
I'm going out with Marissa they all and that bitch could not even lend me $30 .
What's her freaking problem ?
She really disgusts me .
ASSHOLE !
Anyway , tomorrow having class party ! (:
Yay ! :D
Excited .
Haha .
Oh and best part is i'm most prolly gonna watch UP ! (:
Yay !
OMG , damn cute lah .
And funny .
Hehe . (:
Okay , don't feel like blogging .
Sorry .
Cause some BITCH totally ruined my mood .
Sorry .
Will blog another time , bye . <3

Wouldn't ending it be easier ?

2009-08-04T18:53:00.002+08:00

Hey Hey Hey ! x3
Updating ! (:
Yea , erm , i can't remember what happened the past few days , but it was quite fun lah .
Sunday was really fun . (:
Went lunch with Gwen they all and Melissa came too .
Haha , they were trying to guess who MM was !
Yea , laughed alot .
Melissa was so funny , lol !
Yep .
Oh , but Josiah was feeling really sad .. ):
He was like , all emo and everything ..
Aw .
But yea , after that , he was fine . (:
Okay , anyway , I'M SHOPPING TOO MUCH !
STOP ME , SOMEONE !
Omg , i'm seriously shopping too much ..
And this is BAD .
Cause i'm really broke ..
LOL .
But ya , really happy with the stuff i bought .
There's this tube dress , OMG !
It's so pretty !
And this green spaghetti top . (:
Really pretty too , but i prefer the tube dress .
But ya , i really like both of them .
They were reasonable too ! :D
Hehe , yay me !
Oh and it's my bro's birthday today .
And i have not wished him yet !
Oooops ...
Lol .
Will be going out to celebrate later . (:
Anyway ,
HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY , KOR ! :D
You better see this !
Haha . xD
Yep .. (:
I know i'm nice .
Oh and my cousin from China's coming back tonight .
For holiday .
Cool . (:
Haha .
Anyway , don't feel like blogging anymore .
Sorry ! ):
Will blog another time .
Oh and PLEASE TAG !!
Haha .
Kay , bye . <3

It hurt , it really did .

2009-07-31T18:16:00.001+08:00

Hello . (:
Blogging . (:
Anyway , these few days have been great .
Quite okay ..
Haha .
Oh but the horrible thing is i'm gonna have to spend the weekends doing nothing but homework and studying . ):
Sucks man .
And i'm uber uber BROKE ! ):
Really no money .. ):
OMG , i nidda save man !
Being broke sucks okay .
Can't buy things and blah blah blah .. ):
Aw man !
Okay , lol .
Anyway , i don't feel like blogging ..
Really sorry .
Oh and special thanks to Sherie , Valerie Wee & Nicholas ! (:
Thanks a lot guys !
I'm better now .
Thanks ! :D
Lol , okay ..
Sorry .
Really don't feel like blogging anymore .
Sorry .
Bye . <3

I'm hoping , wishing , praying that you're the one ;

2009-07-27T19:16:00.002+08:00

Hey ! (:
I don't really feel like blogging ..
Anyway , today sucks .
Got freaking a lot of homework .
That stupid b*tch give so much sia !
She want us to do a compo everyday is it ?
Stupid sia .
Feel like slapping her .
Anyway , past few days have been okay ..
Oh and i bought this dress from Outfitter Girls .
So freaking cheap sia , $15 only !
Yay ! (:
Hehe .
Shoot , now i'm broke .. ):
Haha .
Nevermind , gotta save up !
Okay , oh and I watched Harry Potter already .
Actually , not that it wasn't a good film , it was nice and interesting , just that not so much action , not as much as the other series ..
But it's telling us the story of Tom Riddle , Voldemort . (However you spell his name)
I think you'll prolly find it hard to understand the next series if you don't watch this series .
Cause this series , like i said , tells you the story and everything ..
So yea ..
Haha .
Glad i managed to catch it . (:
But it was so freaking crowded sia !
Many many people !
The whole cinema was full !
Lucky my mum booked in advance , if not , we'll prolly not be able to watch ..
Haha , thank God . (:
Oh man , i don't feel like going to school tomorrow .
It's gonna suck , quite sure ..
%$#@*% !
Damn sian sia . ):
Haiya ..
And i bet there's gonna be loads of hoemwork again ..
Tsk , compo , of course man .
Who am i trying to kid man .
Lol .
Okay , i really don't feel like blogging anymore ..
Sorry .
Bye ! <3

Forgive my broken promise , that you'll never see me cry ;

I freaking hate my freaking screwed up life .
I hate this .
I really do .
I fake a smile everyday , but i'm actually crumbling like shit deep down in there .
What's wrong with you , Lucille ?
I'm trying to figure out too ..
What's wrong with me man ?
Why am i always feeling so stressed out , so tired out of living ?
I mean , i can't seem to see the joy of living anymore .
Last time , it was like heaven .
I was always so happy , always smiling , always laughing , always feeling so good about everything .
Now , it is like a living hell .
I'm always crying , always feeling so sad .
Why ?
I'm puzzled and confused .
But i do know that i hate my life now .
I prefer my old life and i want it back .
Badly and desperately .
Omg , i hate this .
What's becoming to the once happy and cheerful Lucille ?
Help me wake up from this horrible nightmare .
I hate myself for being like this .

2009-07-24T22:44:00.004+08:00

Hello Yo Yo Yo ! :D
Okay , lol .
The past few days haven't been so great ..
Wednesday was the worst .
I was crying like shit okay .
My gosh , i just felt so horrible .
I felt uber stressed out .
The tears just kept coming ..
Was so horrible .
Special thanks to Nicholas and Sherie ! (:
School was okay lah ..
But got freaking a lot of homework .
Serious .
Especially English .
Crazy sia .
She give a revision paper , then give two open ended comprehensions !
WhatTheCrap .
It's weekends lah .
Why give until so much homework ?!
Asshole . -'-
But ya ..
Hope i'll be able to finish it .
Oh and i watched Transformers and Ice Age ! (:
Nice nice nice !
Megan Fox was so hot in Transformers lah !
OMG , she damn sexy sia .
LOL .
But i'm not a huge fan of hers ..
I just think she's really hot ..
And Ice Age 3 was really funny .
Haha .
Great films . (:
This Sunday , i'm gonna watch Harry Potter .
Yay ! :D
But i heard from friends that it's not very good ..
Lol .
Nevermind , my mum already booked the tickets anyway .
Oh oh and i bought this top from Cotton On yesterday .
It was so pretty ! (:
$15 only sia !
OMG .
But now , i'm really really broke . ):
Shoot . D:
I ... Need ... Money ...
But no lah , money isn't everything ..
Okay , anyway , i don't feel like blogging anymore .
Will blog another day .
Sorry !
Bye ! <3

Cause now , i'm stuck here with the ghost of what we used to be ;

Omg , i miss you so much .
Where have you been , why haven't you been coming ?
It hurts , i swear .
It really does .
Come soon , would you ?
Someone here is yearning for your presence ,
someone here is suffering from depression ,
someone here is slowly dying ,
all because of you .
Even a minute would do ,
please , just come soon , alright ?
iloveyou ;

2009-07-21T18:42:00.002+08:00

Hey Hey Hey ! x3
Okay , i'm finally blogging . (It's been quite some time right ? Or not ..)
Okay , anyway , school has been great .
Except for having to see that b*tch .
She is freaking annoying lah , i swear .
She freaking made two people cry today , for no fcking reason !
I hate her man , seriously .
What's so wrong bout asking your dad to bring something to school for you cause you've forgotten to bring it ?
And her dad was willing to !
What The Freak man !
And so she didn't do ONE question .
So ?!
Just freaking teach her lah .
Don't have to shout at her so loudly and make her cry right ??
I know your voice damn loud and you want the whole world to know , but you shouldn't shout at her like that right ?
It's just one question lah dey ..
Please lah .
Freaking annoying okay .
Sorry for being vulgar , i really am very annoyed ..

Okay , anyway , apart from that , everything in school was quite fun . (:
Today was Racial Harmony Day and we did not have a concert !
Argh !
Stupid H1N1 !
But ya .
Today passed quite fast lah .
Oh and just now while i was having chinese tuition , my lil bro and i were asking my chinese teacher to say "Red Sony Ericsson Phone" .
My tuition teacher ended up saying "Red Sonia Western Food" !
We were laughing like crazy lah !
It was uber funny , i tell you ..
Haha ! :D
Oh and Chinese Oral was on Monday .
Was quite okay , quite happy with my marks .
40-50 ! (:
Didn't expect to get so high .
Haha .
I was expecting a 30++ ..
Haha , so , yay me ! (:
Oh and just now during lunch , Su-Jean , Jannell and i stayed in class with some other people .
We were laughing like crazy lah !
We went so crazy , haha !
It was really funny .
Oh and Marissa looked so pretty today .
Serious .
Skinnies + some malay top + Converse .
Pwnage sia .
She looked so pretty .
But she's always pretty lah , so ya ..
Haha !
Marissa , i'm complimenting you !!
Honoured ?? Sure you are ! :D
Haha , okay .
Ya ..
Oh Thursday is English Oral .
Pray for me , ya ?
I'm really afraid .
Hope i'll do well . (:
Must wish me good luck !
Haha , kay ..
Anyway , i don't know what to say already ..
Will blog another day .
Sorry .
Remember to pray for me ! (:
Okay , byee . <3

Hide my head , i wanna drown my sorrow ;

2009-07-18T11:26:00.002+08:00

Hey !
Time to blog, don't you think ?
Anyway , school has been exceptionally fun these past few days.
Like , loads of laughing and all.
Haha !
Okay , anyway , i've been blog shopping !
Shop until no money left .. ):
Nevermind , i'll just start saving again ..
I'm not as rich as SOMEONE . *Stares at Nicholas*
Got so much money sia he !
LMAO , lucky him ..
Okay , anyway , i'm not exactly in the mood to blog .
So , ya ..
I'll just briefly tell you .
Yesterday , school was okay .
Nothing interesting , just laughed a lot and all .
Then , went for tuition .
Surprisingly , tuition was fun .
Haha , okay .. (:
Then , came home and yea , was at home the whole time ..
Then , today , woke up and had tuition .
Then , watched TV and now , i'm here ..
Oh and yay !
I'm gonna watch movie later !
Transformers ! :D
I'm like , the only one that have not watched it yet ..
So , ya .
Will be watching later .
Haha .
But the horrible part is , there's lots of homework .
Serious man .
Don't know why teachers wanna give so much homework when we have oral on Monday .
-'- them !
LOL .
Yea , so , i'm gonna stop here , cause i nidda go do homework .
Sorry !
Byee ! <3

Can't figure out how you stole my heart ;

2009-07-15T14:18:00.002+08:00

Hello ! Hey ! Hi ! x3
Blogging ! (:
Wanna hear my updates ??
Sure you do ! (:
Haha .
Anyway , these few days have been quite alright .
Especially today .
Today was uber fun lah ! :D
Especially during recess and Health Ed. (:
Laugh like xiao !
Especially Health Ed.
Haha .
Oh but the horrible part is today i got tons of homework .
Shit loads , i tell you ..
Sucks to the max man .
Especially chinese .
Four open ended comprehensions !
You know how horrible that is ??
OhMyGoodness , rescue me someone . ):
But ya , should be able to finish lah .
Hopefully .
Haha . (:
And i've got tuition later !
$&^#@*% !!
Shoot man ! ):
Damn sian lah .
And i needa go complete the homework .
Argh . D:
Pity me .. *sobs*
Being 12 can really suck at times .. ):
Yikes !
Can't wait til the weekends .
But after the weekends its doomsday . D:
Prelim oral !!
I'm gonna do so badly man ..
Okay , anyway , moving on ..
I wanna shop so badly ! ):
I need more clothes man .
BIG TIME .
Okay , whatever Lucille .
Haha . (:
Kay , i don't feel like blogging anymore .
Need to go do homework . ):
Sorry !
Oh and please tag !!
My blog's dead . ):
Byee . <3

And i thought that we were meant to be ;

2009-07-13T16:58:00.002+08:00

Hey .
Blogging ! (:
I feel a thousand times better now . (:
Special thanks to Sherie and Nicholas and Jannell . (:
Anyway , weekends were quite fun ! (:
Had a great time .
Haha .
Tennis was fun .
We got to play til 6.15pm !
Yay ! (:
Then , Sunday was okay .
But he din come . ):
Sad sia .
Haha .
Then today , okay lor .
But later got tuition ! D:
Shit sia .
Hate tuition , i swear .
And i have not done the homework yet !
Nevermind , just tell her that i din do .
I don't really feel like doing anyway .
Haha !
Oh and i really wanna go shopping !
It cures depression instantly ! (:
Chocolates too . (:
Haha .
Okay , i think i'll blog later .
Bye . <3

I wanted you to be the one i need ;

2009-07-10T19:06:00.002+08:00

Hi .
Don't feel like blogging .
I still feel super depressed .
I thought i was better .
But nah , the depressed feeling came back . ):
Thanks Sherie sweetheart . <3
But it didn't help . ):
I'm just as sad .
Anyway , will blog some other day .
Sorry .
Bye .

I wanted you to be the one i loved ;

2009-07-09T17:55:00.003+08:00

Hey yo ! :D
Sorry for not blogging for like , 8 days ..
Sorry !
Was really busy watching some Korean Drama ! (:
Eh , it's nice okay ..
It's the first time i am watching Korean Drama ..
And i really liked it , cause the guys were HOT ! :D
I'm serious lah !
And Jannell and Su-Jean , i'm not cheena !!
Haha . (:
So ya .
Really sweet . (:
Especially during the 13th episode , the two main leads KISSED ! (:
That part was the sweetest i tell you . (:
And the ending , they kissed again .
But it wasn't as sweet as the first time .
Haha ! (:
It's called My Girl .
Okay , enough bout my addiction ..

These few days have been quite bizzare ..
I've been feeling really sad and stressed out recently .
I'm not sure why , but ya ..
And it's like , every night , i'd just totally cry my heart out .
It sucks man .
I feel depressed .
OMG , cheer me up someone .
And his not coming to church doesn't make it any better !
It sucks man .
It's like , every Sunday , i'd wake up , telling myself that he'll come one day , even if not today .
And then , suddenly , i'd be like "Okay , i'm sure he'll come today . It's been so long , he'll definitely come soon .."
And then , i'd totally get my hopes up for nothing .
I feel damn horrible lah . ):
Omg , i feel like crying now .
Thanks Nicholas , for trying to cheer me up . (:
Really sweet of you . (:
So ya ..
I'm really afraid .
I don't know what i'm afraid of .
It's like , i feel like i'm going insane .
Argh .
This really sucks .
I just wish i could have a good cry now . ):
Okay , sorry for blogging bout all these rubbish .

Oh and guess what ?
Ms Lam volunteered me to sing on stage on Tuesday for the classics in the canteen .
It was freaking horrible , i tell you .
I din wanna do it !
So i went like "Jannell and Su-Jean can sing too !!"
And now , all three of us are gonna sing When You Believe by Mariah Carey and Whitney Houston .
Freak man .
We're prolly gonna make a fool of ourselves .
But who cares ??
That's the whole point , right ?
Yea , i think so ..
Haha !
Okay ..
Anyway , hope everything will go smoothly .
LOL .
I don't feel like blogging anymore .
Sorry .
Told you i feel depressed .
Sorry .
Bye . <3

Cause i'm trying hard to face it with a smile ;

2009-07-01T14:51:00.002+08:00

Hello ! (:
Sorry bout that "emo" post ..
I just felt like letting it all out .
But ya , i'm better now . (:
Thanks to my friends and all . (:
Kay , anyway , Jasmine's back !
And she's staying over at my place !
Til Monday ! ):
She's going back on Monday ..
Aw ! ):
But ya , have been talking to her a lot .
Like yesterday .
And Monday .
Haha .
Lots of catching up to do , i haven't seen her for a few years !
Haha .
Oh and can't wait til Friday .
Will be having an all-girls-day-out with Ning , Claudia , Ivy Jie Jie and Jasmine ! (:
Yay ! :D
Will most prolly be going to eat at New York New York , but not confirmed yet .
Can't wait !!
Din see Ning and Claudia for a week++ ..
So ya ..
Haha .
Really excited ! (:
Kay , ya ..
Anyway , school was exceptionally fun today .
During H.E. , Miss Nisha didn't come .
So , there was some relieve teacher .
Lucky lah !
Cause i forgot to bring my H.E. book .
Hehe . xD
So ya ..
Dianne , Jannell , Su-Jean , Joy were gathering round mine and Sheryl's table .
And we were all doing homework and chit-chatting .
Haha !
Oh , no , wait .. Su-Jean wasn't doing homework .
But she was chatting with us and all .
Haha !
It was really fun . (:
Finished all my homework , except for English and Chinese comprehension . ):
Shoot ! D:
Yikes man ..
Have to go do later .
Haiya ..
And got tuition !
NOOOO !
Help ! D:
Freak man ..
Nevermind .
Few more days til weekend .
Then Monday no need go school .
Woohoo ! :D :D :D
Haha .
Okay , i don't feel like blogging anymore .
I've typed quite alot already .. (i think ..)
And my stomach hurts !! ):
Ouch . It's really killing me .
Sorry !
Oh and my tagboard's really really dead now ..
Please tag !! (:
Thanks ! (:
Byee ! <3

Perfect couldn't keep this love alive ;

2009-06-29T16:53:00.001+08:00

I'm depressed . ):
I feel like shit right now .
I just wanna cry it all out .
I wish i could cry like there's no tomorrow .
Then won't have to worry about all the problems i'm facing .
I'M DEPRESSED !
Help ! ):
I mean , it's like , what am i living for ?
God ? Parents ? Studies ?
I don't know man .
But whatever it is , it sucks .
It's like , i'm studying my butts off now for PSLE .
Then , after PSLE ?
I'm gonna study my butts off again for Sec1 .
Then , Sec2 .
And blah blah blah ..
Why ?
Is that what life is about ?
Studying ?
It's like , my world revolves around homework , tuition and mugging .
Why ?
It just sucks man .
Whatever happened to that cheerful Lucille i used to know ??
Why has a dull , boring and it's-all-about-work person taken over her ?
This just sucks man .
I wanna cry ..
I'm really , really tired of all these rubbish and i'm sick of living .
Hai . ):

Okay , sorry .
Just had to pour all my sadness out .
Okay , anyway , school was fine .
But the worst thing is that i've got tuition later .
See what i mean ?
My world totally revolves around homework , tuition and mugging .
It's so horrible ..
Tuition's prolly gonna suck , like it always does .
OMG , just kill me now .
Argh , i'm seriously going crazy .
And i don't wanna blog anymore .
Sorry .
Byee .

Hearts break too fast when they're sentimental ;

2009-06-27T13:08:00.002+08:00

Hey Hey Hey ! xD
I'm blogging .
Anyway , yesterday was GREAT ! (:
It was awesome .
School finished at 12.30pm (yeah, baby!) cause we had buffet in school .
Haha !
It was cool lah ..
But the food wasn't that nice .. ):
But better than nothing ! (:
Then , saw some video thing .
OMG , i can't believe i looked so retarded in Primary1 ! :O
My goodness lah !
So weird .
Haha .
Then , went home .
DIN HAVE TUITION ! (Yeah , baby !)
Rocked lah , not having tuition .
So , slacked here and there , then got ready to go out with mum .
We went to Vivo and watched Ghosts Of Girlfriends Past .
Was quite nice .
Haha .
Then , ate at Carls Junior .
Free flow of drinks yo ! :D
Hehe .
Nice seh ..
Then , went SHOPPING ! :D
OMG , haha ! (:
Bought one dress ($10 only !!) , a few pairs of earrings , a cute hairband and a wallet ! (:
My mum paid for the wallet , hehe ! (:
It was from Esprit .
Quite nice lah .
Haha . :D
Then , reached home at about 10.30pm .
Slacked here and there .
Then , went to sleep .
Then , this morning had tuition .
Then after tuition , did homework and mugged a bit .
Then , now i'm here .
Hehe . (:
Okay , whatever ..
My posts are getting more and more boring . ):
Sorry ! ):
Really have nothing to blog bout . ):
Sorry ! ):
Haha ..
Anyway , don't feel like blogging anymore .
Gotta go eat lunch . (Kinda early , huh ?)
Oh and Natalie's at my house now !
Working on something with my bro .
Haha .
Okay , byee ! <3

Flooded with all this pain , knowing that i'll never hold you .

2009-06-25T21:46:00.003+08:00

Hey Hey You You ! x3
Hey !
Kay , this is gonna be a short post .
Sorry for not posting the past few days .
Have been quite busy .
Homeworking , tuitioning and mugging .
I've been a good girl . (:
Anyway , yay !
Tomorrow's the last day of school for the week .
Won't have to wake up early ! (:
Haha .
Oh and tomorrow , there'll be no tuiton ! :D
Mrs Tien just texted me to tell me that it has been CANCELLED ! :D
So , will be going to watch a movie with mum . (:
Prolly Ghosts Of Girlfriends Past or Transformers 2 . (:
Yay . xD
Oh and heard that there's gonna be some buffet thingy in school tomorrow .
Haha .
Okay ..
Cool , i guess ..
Lol . (:
Anyway , today had school .
Then had tuition .
Argh , tuition sucked .
Oh wait , it always sucks .
Haha ! (:
Kay , then , came back , ate lots of chocolate ! :D
Then , i forgot what i did .
Haha !
Sorry ..
I don't feel like blogging anymore .
I'll stop here ..
Will blog another time .
Byee ! <3

Those tears have got to run out soon , right ?

2009-06-23T18:47:00.002+08:00

Hey yo yo yo ! x3
I promised to blog on Sat , but i din .
So sorry ! ):
Was really busy .
Flooded with all the holiday homework .
But ya , got everything done by Monday , so yay me ! (:
Anyway , i'm supposed to tell y'all bout my Wild Wild Wet trip , so okay ..
Here it goes .
It was really awesome .
At first , it was Kaker , Justin , YY and my bro together .
I was supposed to go with them , but they were going Tsunami , and my mum and Aunt Stella was saying it was too dangerous for Yuan Lin to go , so i decided to go with them all to the river first .
Then , after one round , we went to U-lah-lar .
We were queuing and were all the way at the back .
Then , Kaker , Justin and my bro shouted my name .
I turned and saw that they were right in front , queuing too !
So , me and Yuan Lin went to them and sat with them .
It was so funny , cause before the float even went down we all started screaming for fun .
Then while we were screaming , my lil bro shouted "Haven even start you screan for what ??"
Haha .
Then , as we were going down , my older bro stripped(took out his t-shirt) and started holding it in the air , swinging it around .
And the rest of us continued screaming and gigling . (:
Fun man .
Then , at the camera there , we all shouted , "Okay , one two three pose ah !!" really loudly .
Then , after taking picture , we started screaming again .
Then , when we reached the bottom , alot of people were staring at us .
And we were just laughing crazily .
It was really fun ! (:
Then , after that , i can't remember what we did .
I think we asked my mum if all 6 of us , including Yuan Lin , could go to the Tsunami , and i immediately said "And Kor Kor will take care of Yuan Lin !" before anyone else could say anything .
Haha .
So , she agreed lor .
Then , we went to the Tsunami .
We made Yuan Lin wear a life vest .
Then , we wenmt in and went all the way to the deepest end .
And when the waves started , we were all holding hands to make sure we don't seperate .
But ya , i let go and was pushed away .
So , i made my way all the way back to where i was again , got up the float and we were back together .
Haha !
It was really really fun man .
Then , we went to sit Samsung .
Then , went back to Tsunami .
Then , went to eat lunch .
Then , went to river .
Then , went to Tsunami .
Then , went to Samsung .
Then , went to Tsunami .
Then , went to river .
Then , went to bathe .
It was really fun .
And we six were together all the time .
Yay ! (:
Fun fun fun ! :D
Oh but most of us got scratches , cause the walls at the river was really rough .
I scratched my knee . ):
Haha .
But at the river was so fun .
So , yay ! (:
But got sunburn too ! ):
As we were all preparing to go to bathe , Kaker said "Haha ! Lucille got sunburn !"
Then i was like , "really ?!?!"
Then , yep , it was true .
I was so red okay .
Anyway , after bathing , we all went to Yuan Lin's house , where Ivy jie jie , Grace and Timmy were .
Then , ate dinner there , and went to eat ice-cream at airport .
Ivy jie jie treated , so my bro , me , Wei Lin and Yuan Lin shared an earthquake .
Guess what the flavours were ??
Four scoops of sticky chewy chocolate and four scoops of sticky chewy chocolate mix .
Damn shiok sia .
Yummy yum yum ! :D
Deeeelicious ! :D
Then , my bro was still hungry , so he ordered another topless five , ALL FOR HIMSELF !
Crazy man .
And he still could eat fries after that .
Wah , he pro lah .
Really pro man .
Haha !
Then , Ivy jie jie they all went home , and was left with me , my two bros , Justin , Samantha , Aunt Stella , YY , Kaker , my mum and my helper .
So , YY , Kaker , Justin , my older bro and i went to gate something to wait for Jasmine Jie Jie .
She was coming back from don't know where and we were gonna fetch her .
The others were still eating , so 6 of us went first .
Then , when she came out , i was like "Hey !! Long time no see ! We six came specially to pick you up . So sweet right ?"
Then she was like "Ya , cousins . So sweet ."
Then , i was like "But we have to take MRT back ourselves , cause my parents couldn't come ."
Then , she was like "Are you serious ??"
Then i was like "Ya , seriously ."
Then , she was like "Oh .. It's okay . I've only got one luggage , so it should be okay ."
Then , we five burst out laughing .
Then , my mum they all appeared .
Haha ! xD
Then , on Thursday night , Kaker , YY and Justin stayed over .
So , i went to their room and e pkayed all sorts of card games until 2+ am , then i went back to my room to sleep .
Then , the next day , we went out .
And bought a Fathers Day cake for all the fathers . (:
All five if us shared the cost .
How sweet , right ?
Hehe . (:
Then , weekends were okay .
But Sunday sucked .
I got my hopes up for nothing .
And i was so busy doing so much homework .
I thought that cause it was Fathers Day , MM would be there .
But i totally got my hopes up for nothing . ):
Then , went home , and i started doing homework for like three hours ++ .
Sucked man , seriously .
So , anyway , today's the second day of school .
School has been great , actually .
And i'm quite happy to be back in school .
I din expect school to be so fun .
So , yay ! (:
And i've finished all my homework for today , so i'm quite pleased with myself .
Hehe . :D
Anyway , i'm gonna stop here .
This post has been quite long , don't you think ?
Haha . (:
Okay , byee ! <3

You're the light that makes the dark brighter ,

2009-06-19T15:41:00.002+08:00

SUNBURN ! SUNBURN ! SUNBURN ! ):
Hey .
Yep , i've got sunburn ! ):
Sucks man .
IT HURTS ! D:
Anyway , Wednesday and Thursday were a blast , though i got sunburn on Thursday .
Wednesday , went to play badminton and table tennis with Kaker , YY , Yuan Lin , Wei Lin , Justin , Samantha , Grace , Timmy(he din play , too young) , Ivy jie jie , Aunt Stella , my mum and some other boy .
It was great lah .
Damn hardcore sia .
Exercise ! :D
Yay man .
Then , ate dinner together also .
Then , Yuan Lin and Wei Lin stayed over .
And on Thursday , me , Kaker , YY , Yuan Lin , Wei Lin , Justin , Samantha , my two brothers , Aunt Stella , my mum and my helper went to Wild Wild Wet together .
I had a freaking great time lah .
Was damn enjoyable sia .
Played a lot and a lot .
Then , last night , Kaker , YY and Justin stayed over .
Okay , i'll edit this tomorrow or something .
Going out now .
With them . (:
Haha , kay .
Bye ! <3

2009-06-16T15:32:00.002+08:00

Hello . (:
Sorry for not blogging .
I really wasn't in the mood to .
Anyway , watched Hannah Montanna : The Movie with Genevieve yesterday .
Was a great and awesome film , seriously .
Loved it to the max .
Oh and Travis (Lucas Till ) is uber uber uber cute !
Serious man .
His smile is oh-so-charming ! (:
Anyway , will be going to play badminton tomorrow with Yuan Lin they all , Justin they all and Kaker they all .
Then , on Wednesday night , Yuan Lin they all and maybe Kaker they all will stay over , cause on Thursday we'll be going to Wild Wild Wet together .
Haha , yay ! :D
Hope it'll be fun . (:
But now , i have loads and loads of homework to be done .
Shoot man . ):
Will try my best to complete it before Friday though .
Haha .
Anyway , i don't feel like blogging anymore .
So , ya ..
Sorry ! ):
Byee ! <3

If it's wrong to love you , then my heart just won't let me be right .

2009-06-13T13:20:00.002+08:00

Hello yo yo yo ! x3
Blogging ! (:
Haha , kay ..
Anyway , yesterday was great !
Excluding the tuition part ..
But ya , yesterday was great !
Awesome ! (:
After tuition , met Finzi for lunch .
Then , talk talk talk .
Then , went her house and talked some more .
Then , did some homework .
Then , watched this movie called "We Were Soldiers" .
It was an awesome film man .
It was about the Vietnam War .
It was a great show .
Really sad too . ):
Almost cried !
Then i started to emo .
Then Finzi was like "Don't emo lah ! Just a movie !"
Haha .
Then , chatted a lil while more and all .
Then , her parents invited me to go for dinner with them .
So , called mum and she said i can go .
So , ya ..
Haha !
I wasn't supposed to go for lunch and dinner with her lah !
But in the end , i did . (:
Haha . (:
Then , while we were in the car , she was texting ______ .
Then , when i left , she texted me and said that she was pissed with ______ .
Then i was like , "Chill !"
Ya ..
Why did i tell y'all that man ?
Anyway , when i got home , my parents were leaving the house .
They were going to j8 cause my mum wanted to try out the new MRT . (Circle line , Bartley MRT)
At first , i din wanna go , then she was like "We're also going there to eat ice-cream ."
Then , i was like "Oh , okay . Let's go lah !"
Haha ! xD
So ya , went to Swensens (However you spell it) to eat ice-cream .
I ate five scoops !
Hehe ! :D
I'm gonna grow FAT man !
Oh and i was texting Jurado at that time , and he said "Later you grow fat ah ."
Then i was like "Nvm lah . People cannot tell can ready ."
Then he was like "Later they can tell i laugh ah !"
He so mean right ?
I know !
Haha . (:
Ya ..
Then , i shopped awhile , then went home .
Hehe .
Then , used com for a little while .
Sorry for not blogging !
I wasn't in the mood to .
Haha .
Then , at around 12 ++ went to sleep .
Oh and guess what time i woke up today ?
1 pm ! (:
How crazy is that ??
LMAO .
I got around 13 hours of sleep .
Haha . (:
Yay me ! :D
Kay ..
Haha .
Oh and Nicholas said he was sick .
So , he might not be coming for tennis today .
Aw .
Hope he gets well soon ! (:
Kay , gonna stop here .
Byee ! <3

You lift my feet off the ground ; you spin me around .

2009-06-11T18:33:00.002+08:00

Hey Hey Hey ! xD
I'm blogging .
Okay , last night , i totally couldn't sleep lah .
Jetlack man .
But seriously , at first i thought i was suffering from insomnia .
But i remembered but it might also be because of jetlack .
So , ya ..
Din sleep til 4am !
Then had to wake up at 8am for tuition .
Arghh !! ):
So i was damn tired .
So , went home and Mum sent me to the bus stop at school to collect all my homework from Jannell .
Talked abit , then let her chose her souvenir .
Then , went home , read my book and fell asleep .
I am still super tired lah .
But if i sleep now , tonight i sure can't sleep .
So , i've decided not to sleep .
Haha ! (:
Then , woke up , ate Mee Pok(however you spell it) then started to do some homework .
And now , i'm here .
Haha !
Oh and you know what ?
Today , during tuition , my tuition teacher gave me some Maths to do as homework and said "Hand it in tomorrow ."
Then i was like "WhatTheCrap ?!"
Haha .
I don't know how to do ALOT of questions lah !
Damn sian man . ):
I still have 9 problem sums , and it's uber difficult .
Evn she said it was a tough paper , and she expects me to finish it ??
WhatTheCrap man .
LOL .
But seriously man , i don't feel like doing . D:
Argh , horrible man .
Super horrible . ):
And tomorrow i have tuition from 9 to 11 , which is SO horible .
Haha !
Oh and there's lots of school homework too .
Last night , i was so stressed , that i cried .
I was so afraid i won't be able to finish lah .
But ya , i think i can lah .
Haha !
Don't know what came over me .
Just suddenly felt so afraid and all .
LMAO , okay ..
Maybe it's cause i'm weird or something .
LOL .
Oh and i talked to Jannell for quite long just now , on the phone , about my trip .
Told her everything .
Haha !
It was nice talking to her . (:
Then , after that , Dharnia asked me to call her , so talked to her for awhile .
Then , her mum came back and told her to "put down the phone ."
So , no choice , had to say Bye .
Ya ..
Haha .
Why am i so random man ??
Lol .
Oh and Jannell was saying "OhMyGod , i hate you lah . Buy a handbag for $128 ?!" and stuff like that .
Then i was like , Don't hate me !
Haha .
Funny lah .
Anyway , was talking to Josiah yesterday .
And we both were like so sad and all .
And he was still trying to guess who MM was .
Haha !
It was funny man .
And he kept asking questions , so i kept saying "I'm not telling you !"
Haha ! (:
Oh and he asked if i wanted to go out with him , Gwen and Melissa .
But i doubt i'll be able to .
But i do wanna go though .
Haiya .. ):
Sian-ness man .
Oh and Finzi asked if i wanted to go her house tomorrow .
I don't mind , but i think i'll have to bring lots of homework there . ):
And she said we were supposed to hang out and chillax there .
Haha .
So much for chillax-ing .
Aw man .
Hope Mum will allow though .
I haven't seen her since she left school .
Lol .
Oh and Church Camp starts today .
I can't believe i'm missing it man . ):
Church Camp is always super fun .
I remembr the last time i went .
It was so fun and funny .
Seriously .
Haha .
Cause that time Church Camp was held at Desaru Island , a place in Malaysia , and that time , American Idol was very popular .
So we had a Desaru Idol , and it was so funny .
And there were some breaks in between , where they had some "advertisements" .
It was a great laugh man .
Miss those times .. ):
So ya ..
Can't believe i'm missing it .
I'm not sure if MM went though .
If he did , then this Sunday he'll prolly not be in church .
But even if he didn'y go for Church Camp , he might not come to church too , as usual .
I haven't seen him for a really long time and i'm starting to miss him a lot .
LOL .
Okay , whatever ..
Anyway , i think i'm gonna stop here .
Will blog another time . (:
Byee ! <3

You were only playing with my heart ;

2009-06-10T21:05:00.002+08:00

Hello ! Hey ! Hi ! x3
Okay , i'm officially back in Singapore .
Finally .
After two weeks .
Not that i din enjoy my stay in Paris and London , but i thought it was too long .
2 weeks away from Singapore , haha .
Anyway , there's so much i wanna tell y'all , but i don't know where to start .
Okay , i'll tell you about the flight home .
It was so much better that the flight there .
Time passed really quickly .
And also , there were great movies on board like Confessions Of A Shopaholic and He's Just Not That Into You .
Confessions Of A Shopaholic was great man .
And He's Just Not That Into You was not bad too .
Then , i also watched 50 First Dates .
Was great too .
There were many other movies i wanted to watch too , but i felt super tired , so i din .
Haha .
Instead , i fell asleep .
Then , when i woke up , there was only one hour ++ left before we arrived in Singapore .
So ya ..
Time passed really quickly .
Oh and on Tuesay , when we were still in London , we went to visit this school .
We had this tour and OMG , there were many many cute guys !
Woots woots wooooots !! :D
But ya , like i said , I'M NOT DESPO !
Haha .
Oh and i bought more things !
Okay , so , here's everything that i bought .
2 dresses , 3 shorts , 4 pairs of shoes (3 pumps , 1 heels) , a singlet that says "I Love(heart shape) Paris" , 1 top , 15 shades of eyeshadow (crazy , huh ?) , 1 lipgloss , 1 body butter , 1 shimmer lotion(yes , the one i wanted from Body Shop) , 6 books , four magazines and souvenirs for friends and me ! :D
Yay me ! (:
Haha .
I din think i would actually buy stuff cause my parents said they were super expensive , but not really lah ..
It turned out quite okay ! (:
So ya , i'm really happy .
Oh but you know what's the worst thing ??
I've got tuition at 9am tomorrow morning .
How annoying is that man ??
I mean , seriously .
I'm confirm gonna get jetlack(however you spell it) and i prolly won't be able to sleep tonight .
Then , i have to go for tuition tomorrow early in the morning .
Stupd stupid stupid ! -'-
I sure can't concentrate lor !
ANNOYING ! D:
Arghh .
Stupid tuition .
Okay , okay ..
Enough .
Anyway , i don't feel like blogging anymore .
But please continue tagging ! (:
Kay , will end here .
Byee ! <3

You left a scar across my heart ,

2009-06-10T03:27:00.001+08:00

Hey Hey ! :D
Blogging from London airport .
I'm going home today !
Yay !
Haha .
It's been so long man .
Anyway , i'll blog more tomorrow when i reach back home .
Eating at the lounge now .
Haha ! xD
Really short post , but i'll post more tomorrow .
I promise .
12 hours on the plane , OMG !
Gonna die .
Haha !
Must pray that i arrive home safely . (:
Haha , kay .
Gonna stop here .
Byee ! <3

Lord please take this misery away .

2009-06-04T05:01:00.003+08:00

Hey y'all ! (:
I'm blogging from Paris !
Anyway , Paris and London has been AWESOME ! :D
All the cute and hot guys , haha !
Okay , i'm kidding , but there were some REALLY cute guys . (:
There was this uber cute guy , who walked past me while i was taking a pic .
He was with two other friends and when he walked by , i totally stared at him lah !
He's asian , but so ?
He's cute .
Haha ! (:
Okay , i sound freaking despo but I"M SO NOT !
I'm single and loving it . (:
Hehe . xD
But no , Paris and London isn't awesome cause of the cute guys , it's awesone cause of everything else .
Haha !
Anyway , I'm loving it , 100% . (:
But Singapore's still the best .
So , anyway , have visited most of the tourists attractions .
And i especially love the Eiffel Tower ! (:
It's so huge and the view from up there is just superb .
No words can describe man .
I just love the Eiffel Tower ! (:
Oh and there was like this big plot of land covered in grass(the grass looked uber clean) , and it was so cool cause there were many people just lying on it .
It was so romantic . (:
There were many people sunbathing too .
Haha !
Then as we drove past it , i pictured MM and i lying there together . (:
Aw , how awesome would that be man ??
But they're just fantasies lah , so ..
Haha ! Whatever man .
Oh and in London , we visited the Big Ben and OMG , it was damn cool lah !
Then , at 12noon , the bell rung .
And i have a picture with it . (:
Many , actually ..
But , ya .. Okay .
Haha !
We visited many other places too lah , so ..
Quite cool !
Oh and in Paris , the sun sets at like 9++pm !
The sky was like pinkish at 10pm !
How cool's that lah ??
And in London abit earlier , about 8++pm .
But still , damn cool lah !
Ya , we visited many other places too lah , but don't feel like blogging bout it now .
We visited the Lourve museum , and it was quite cool .
But i felt super bored . -.-
Haha !
Oh and as i was leaving , i saw this couple french kissing !
OMG , in public somemore !
I was like "Okay .."
Haha !
Oh and we did some shopping too ! (:
I bought two dresses , two shorts(one black , one white) , two pairs of pumps , a singlet that says "I Love(heart shape) Paris" and souvenirs of the Eiffel Tower for friends and myself ! (:
The souvenirs are so pretty !
Different colours , so when i go back , i'm gonna let them choose what colour they want .
But of course , each one one only . (:
Haha .
Oh and i also bought three books !
And i've finished reading them !
They're uber interesting okay , serious .
I read so much that my parents scolded me . -.-
Oppps , haha . :P
Okay , i'm sure Su-Jean and Jannell are gonna be so shocked when they see this part of this post .
Cause seriously , i NEVER read .
Very seldom , unless it's a book i really like .
And yep , these three books i definitely really like .
Haha ! (:
Really nice man .
Yay me ! :D
Anyway , i'm prolly gonna stop here ..
I promise i'll blog again when i go back to Singapore .
Promise ! (:
Kay , but still , continue tagging !
I'll reply all of them back in Singapore . (:
Byee ! <3

You're so picture perfect ,

2009-05-25T21:05:00.002+08:00

Hello Hey Hi ! x3
Kay , i'm blogging .
Haha ! (:
Okay , weekends were great .
Enjoyed like xiao ! (:
Saturday was the bestest .
We went to the carnival thingy and guess what we did ?
FLYING FOX ! (:
OMG , i was the one most afraid lah .
Een Yuan Lin and her friend , who's 10 years old , dared to do it .
And that was my second time !
Kay , so i went up .
Then , the person said :
At the count of 3 , you jump . 1... 2...
Me :
Wait wait wait !! Not ready yet !! Wait !! *In the scared voice*
Person :
Relax .. Just lean your weight on the harnass(however you spell it) and blah blah blah ...
Aunty Stella and Mummy :
*shouting from below* 1 ... 2 ...
Me :
*shouting from above* Wait ! I'm not ready !! I very scared !!!
Haha .
Ya ..
It was really funny .
But i did jump off in the end lah .
And it wasn't that scary ! (:
Haha , okay ..
Then Sunday went church and all , then went Popo's house to swim .
We were supposed to play captain's ball !
But don't know why in the end decided to swim instead .
Haha , but the water was so freaking gross man !
It was so blurr and ... disgusting .
Haha !
Okay , then today .
Was great .
School was fun .
Oh i got 80 for chinese and 82 for english !
Over 100 ! (:
Not fantastic , but good enough for me . (:
Yay me ! *claps*
Haha , okay ..
Then had singing class and all .
Kay , i don't feel like blogging ..
Erm , i won;t be blogging for like two weeks cause i'll be away .
But still , continue tagging yo ! :D
Thanks ! xD
Will be greatly appreciated . (:
Kay , byee ! <3

Cause' i know how it hurts ,

2009-05-22T20:54:00.003+08:00

Hello .
Today was great , even WITHOUT Jannell .
Haha !
She din come school , AGAIN .
She claims she has a flu , but nah , i don't believe her .
Haha ! xD
Anyway , school was great without you Jannell !
Haha , okay , i was kidding .
School would have been more fun with her . (:
Anyway , i'll blog more bout my day another time .
Going to Gwen's house soon .
So , ya ..
Don't really feel like blogging .
Sorry ! ):
Byee ! <3

Even a thousand miles , can't keep us apart .

2009-05-21T18:56:00.003+08:00

Hello ! :D
Today was alright , just that got lectures from two teachers .
I think they were lectures lah .
Haha !
Okay , the first teacher was like "You're taking things too easy . I saw your Maths and Science results . They weren't good okay . You have to buck up ."
Something like that ..
I mean , i agree that my Maths was horrible , but my Science wasn't that bad . In fact , i've improved !
Seriously man , does she even know how the class fared (however you spell it) ?
Okay , lol .
Then the second teacher was "How could you make these kind of mistakes ? Do you think you deserve to go overseas ?"
Something like that ..
Okay , i agree that i did HORRIBLY .
But , whether i deserve to go overseas or not , is not for her to decide .
And besides , my dad paid for the trip , not her ..
Okay , ya ..
I guess i'll really have to mug harder .
Haha .
I mean , seriously , PSLE isn't as BIG as they make it out to be .
It just determines what school you'll be going to and all ..
Ya , it's important , but not THAT important .
Most of my older friends are like "Aiya , PSLE nothing one lah . Just get all As .."
Haha ! xD
Okay , enough .
Kay , now , about school .
It rocked lah !
Was so fun .
School is getting funner nowadays .
Serious .
Oh , recess was so funny .
Or rather , Su-Jean , Jannell and i were laughing at something so funny .
I won't tell you , i shan't be mean .
But ya , it was great .
Great laugh .
Sherie is just so cute .
Haha !
Loveher to the MAXIMUM . (:
Then , after recess , had chinese .
It was so fun !
Seriously !
We didn't have lesson , it was more like a chit-chat session .
We were like talking to my chinese teacher .
Cause she told us she learns Line dancing , so we were asking her to show us a few moves .
Then , she said that she needed music to dance .
And the computer was spoiled !
So she promised us that she would dance for us tomorrow .
And she said that we had to dance with her too .
Haha !
Oh and Ashley had to leave earlier cause of her choir , so she carried her bag and she wanted to hug my chinese teacher .
Then my teacher was like "Eh eh .."
Haha !
It was uber cute lah .
Chinese lesson was just so AWESOME ! (:
Loved it .
Haha ! :D
Then , had more lessons and blah blah blah ..
Then , had ARCHERY !
Dharnia , Jannell , Su-Jean and i were in the same group !
Yay us ! :D
Had lots of fun .
And Mdm Loh followed us .
Haha .
Then in the bus she saw me then she was like "Oh Lucille ! You're here ! Good !"
Haha , she remembers me cause of last year .
I was the class monitor .
And she was the head of P5 last year i think ..
Haha !
Then she told the parent helper that i was responsible .
Haha .
Aw , so sweet . (:
Thanks Mdm Loh ! :D
Haha , lol .
Ya , anyway ..
Tomorrow have archery again .
Hope it'd be as fun as today !
Well , actually , it's the company that's fun ! (:
Haha .
Okay , i think i'll stop here .
Haha , kay .
Byee ! <3

I'll put your picture down and try to get some sleep tonight ,

2009-05-20T19:36:00.004+08:00

Hey Hey Hey ! x3
Okay , today i totally got scolded ..
WhatTheCrap man .
Scolded for playing Tic Tac Toe . (However you spell it) -.-
LMAO . xD
Haha !
But ya , whatever man .
Oh oh and i'm super duper uber happy with my chinese results !
The paper was over 90 marks and i scored 80.5 ! :D
Yay me !
Three cheers yo ! *hip hip hooray !*
Haha . (:
Eh , it's not bad already okay .
I was super shocked lah .
Cause normally i'd score like 60 marks ++ .
Haha ! (:
Yay man !
I'm damn happy .
Okay , anyway .
Today was okay lah .
Only the playing tic tac toe part was fun .
So ya , anyway ..
Went to school .
Had lessons and blah blah blah ..
Then , went for chinese class .
Got back my results and ..
I was shocked !
I got hit by so many people , especially Dharnia !
They were like "How can you get so high ??!!"
Then i was like "I don't know . "
Haha !
It was so funny .
Oh and Joy and a few other people congratulated me .
For getting 80.5 .
Cause i've never got so high marks for chinese since Primary 5 !
Ya , anyway ..
Continued having lessons , then in the midst got scolded and all .
Then had a bit more lesson .
Then went home !
Yay !
Home sweet home .
Ate lunch and i collapsed on my bed .
I was so tired okay .
Haha !
Then , went for tuition .
Then while waiting for mummy to fetch me and Lucien , we played badminton .
And i was texting Jannell while playing lah !
It was so awesome .
Then Jannell was like "Multi-tasker lah you . "
Haha !
Yea , then came home .
Ate dinner , and now i'm here .
Oh and i'm going for the games fiesta thingy tomorrow !
Yay !
Archery , here i come ! xD
The best part is that Jannell , Su-Jean , Dharnia and i are going for archery together !
Yay us ! :D
I'm not sure bout Claire and Grace Koh , but if they are , then double yay ! :D
Haha .
It's gonna be awesome , i'm sure .
But i think it's gonna be super muddy .
EWWWW ! D:
Gross-ness man .
Haha .
But it's the company that matters lah , so ya ..
Oh and i'm most prolly going to Paris !
Yipees ! :D
Must buy The Body Shop stuff from there man .
Yay !
Okay , okay .
I think i'll stop here now .
Byee ! <3

I've been missing you like crazy ,

2009-05-19T16:38:00.002+08:00

Hey .
I'm depressed .
I need CHOCOALTE ! ):
This sucks man .
I'm dissappointed in myself .
Super duper uber .
I just got my results back .
They sucked , i suck .
I mean , seriously , how can i do so badly ?
Especially for Maths .
I was pinning all my hopes of getting an A* on it , and now , not even an A ?
WhatTheCrap man .
LUCILLE PENG , YOU SUCK !
I'm SO horrible .
I've let everyone down .
Seriously , i need chocolate !
I did so badly that even Ms Goh wants to see my parents .
I might not have failed , but to me , i've gotten a Z .
To thinks i was hoping to get an A* .
How foolish of me .
Argh . This is horrible .
I'm horrible .
I'm gonna study hard , i swear .
I really hate swearing , but i really wanna do well for PSLE .
So , ya ..
I swear i'll study real hard .
I mean , it's really embarrassing .
When people ask " Eh , Lucille ! How much you get for your Maths ?"
It's really embarrassing .
Like , they were all expecting me to get a high A or an A* , but i din even get an A .
It's really embarrassing .
Hai .
Freak man .
I'm screwed up . ):
Okay , but i'm quite happy with my English marks .
I got 82 over 95 .
Not fantastic , but good enough for me , though i won't mind getting higher results ! (:
Haha .
And chinese .
I've only gotten back my booklet B and i scored 34.5 over 40 .
Again , not fantastic , but it's really good for me .
I've improved . (:
Haha , yay ! :D
And Science , MCQ was quite okay , i improved by 8 marks !
But Section B was horribly done .
The whole class din do very well too .
Nevermind , i'll work harder for all the other exams .
Okay , anyway , today rocked !
Was really really great .
There was no teacher in the class for a period , cause Ms Quek had to go to the Science Centre and no relieve teacher came .
So , me , Su-Jean , Jannell , Dharnia , Grace & Claire were playing and chit-chat-ing . (:
It was really fun .
Oh and some PERSON broke my green pen PURPOSELY . *Glares at Dharnia*
Haha !
But it was really fun and funny though .
Lots and lots of laughter .
Oh but there was a "crisis" though .
Dharnia kept throwing my green pen on the floor and most of the ink came out .
It was on the floor and on mine & Claire's shoe .
Haha !
ANd the worst thing was we only had 5 minutes to clean up the place as Ms Goh was coming in soon .
So , ya ..
We managed to do it !
Yay ! :D
Haha .
Oh and there were only 23 pupils in the class cause some of them went to the Science Centre too .
Haha .
Fun-ness man ! xD
It rocked to the max . (:
Then , came home .
Had tuition .
Tuition teacher gave me lots of candies ! (:
Yummy yum yum ! x3
But they were super sweet .
Haha !
Was super hyper after that .
LMAO . xD
Ya , anyway ..
I think i'll stop here .
Oh oh and next week's the last week of school ! :D
Oh ya and yesterday i went to watch XMen Origins : Wolverine .
I'm not sure if that's the title of the show , but ya ..
It was so sad . ):
But it was great .
Y'all out there should really go catch it ! (:
Haha , okay ..
I'll really stop here now .
Kay , byee ! <3

Something bout' me can't stop loving you ,

2009-05-17T16:37:00.003+08:00

Hello ! Hey ! Hi ! xD
Okay , hi .
I don't really feel like blogging , so this will prolly be a short post , ya ?
Okay ..
Anyway , today went to church .
Was praying so hard that HE would come , but nah ..
I just totally got my hopes up for nothing .
I mean , i should have known better ..
If he hasn't been coming for the past few weeks , why would he come this week ?
Yea , anyway ..
Had church , then went to eat lunch , then came home .
Slacked and napped .
Haha !
I was so tired okay ..
Yea , and now , i'm here .
Pretty boring , huh ?
Ya , it is boring .
LOL , okay ..
Sorry , i'm talking crap .
I'm seriously not in the mood to blog lah .
Damn freaking sad . ):
Hai .
Anyway , i dread getting my papers back man .
Like , i don't wish to get it back .
For the first time .
Prolly cause i know that this wasn't my best .
Maybe i didn't study hard enough ?
Maybe on that day i was distracted ?
Maybe on that day i could not concentrate ?
Well , most prolly ..
I mean , i'm sure i can achieve better results , especially for my Maths .
I have not got back my papers yet , but i'm quite sure i did quite badly .
I won't be surprised if i'm asked to write a reflection ..
I mean , it is , after all , my forte .
How can i not get an A* for maths ?
It's the only subject possible to get an A* .
For me .
OMG , i'm seriously damn depressed now .
I must study harder after this .
I MUST .
Okay , enough bout exams and blah blah blah ..
Oh and i just heard that nuer cut-ed bangs !
How cool lah ! (:
Yay her ! :D
Hehe .
She must look super cute and hot now ! :D
Haha .
Oh and wow , this post turned out to be quite a long one after all !
LMAO . xD
Anyway , i'm gonna stop here .
Byee ! <3

Never thought that loving you would hurt me this way ,

2009-05-16T12:22:00.002+08:00

Hey Hey You You ! x3
Hey yo ! (:
Sorry for not blogging yesterday .
I was back home at 11pm ..
And i was SO tired .
Haha .
Okay , YESTERDAY ROCKED !
It RULED ! :D
It was the bestest day of the week lah !
Serious man .
Dharnia's party was the awesome-est !
It was great !
The food , the loud music and the company !
OMG !!
I enjoyed myself like crazy .
Shit loads of fun man !! (:
Thanks Dharnia , for inviting me !
Oh & OMG , Claire dances so well !
She's so freaking talented lah .
Sing well and dance well , our future star lah !
LMAO ! xD
Okay , ya ..
Oh & she tried teaching us how to do the wave thingy , but after awhile , all of us gave up .
She dance until damn nice lah !
Omg , i was damn fascinated can ?!
Haha , okay .
But so sad , most of the people had to leave early .
In the end , only Jannell , Su-Jean and I stayed until 10 .
In fact , Jannell's and my dad only came to pick us up at about 10.30 !
But ya , anyway , it was awesome . (:
Oh and Dharnia liked the present Su-Jean , Jannell and i got her .
We got her an ... Esprit wallet !
Eh , it was expensive okay ..
But i won't tell you how much .
Hehe ! :P
Okay , ya ..
Oh & i wanna get so many things !
Firstly , i wanna get this cream thingy for acnes .
Secondly , i wanna get that hair thingy that Claire has .
& Thirdly , i wanna get some body lotion that makes you sparkle from Body Shop !!
OMG , must get sia !
Haha , i nidda save money man .
Oh and the Science paper yesterday was so freaking difficult !
SUPER DUPER UBER UBER UBER DIFFICULT !
I won't be surprised if i FAIL okay !
Damn it man .
Haiya ! ):
Die Die Die ! ):
Argh man .
ZZZZZZZZZZZ .. ):
Okay , okay .
Anyway , i really wanna buy those three things leh !
But damn ass lah , must pay for most of it myself .
Freak my mum man , got so much money then don't wanna buy for me , make me pay myself .
Asshole . -'-
She's only buying that acne cream for me ! D:
Urgh ! $%&*#@$ !
Okay , anyway , later going for tennis lesson .
Hope it doesn't rain man .
Haha .
Okay okay .
Will stop here .
Byee ! <3

Honestly , my life would suck without you .

2009-05-14T14:05:00.002+08:00

Hey Yo Yo Y'all ! x3
Haha , kay ..
Today was REALLY REALLY fun . (:
Yeepees ! :D
Chinese paper was quite easy , except for a few questions that i don't know how to do ..
Haha !
But ya , overall , was kinda simple . (:
Yay !
Must ... Get ... A ... (:
LMFAO ! xD
Okay , okay .
But , listening SUCKED ! D:
It was so super duper uber uber uber uber uber difficult !!!
Not exagerating (however you spell it) !
One word .
FAIL . ):
Aw man !!
Yea , okay .
Oh oh and tomorrow's ...
FRIDAY !!
Three cheers ! *Hip hip hooray !*
Firstly , it's the last paper , which means last day of exams !! (:
Secondly , it's the weekends baby ! (:
Thirdly , it's Dharnia's birthday party !! (:
Fourthly , no tuition for me ! (:
Yay ! :D
OMGosh , how great is that ??
Lol , haha ! :D
So , i should change it to four cheers huh ?
LOL ! xD
Okay ..
Four cheers ! *Hip hip hip hooray !*
Lol , okay .. That was retarded .. (:
Anyway , tomorrow's gonna rock !
After school , Jannell and I will be going to Su-Jean's house !
To get ready for Dharnia's party .
Yay ! (:
Thanks Su-Jean's mum !
For agreeing to send us to Dharnia's house ! (:
Yea , haha !
Yay ! (:
Excited-ness .
Lol , sorry ... I told you i was deprived .. ):
Haha !
I seriously can't wait lah !!!
Oh and i'll be carrying this REALLY REALLY WEIRD black handbag to school tomorrow .
Cause i don't like carrying my Crumpler out ..
And since we're going to Dharnia's house and blah blah , i'll just carry that bag .
It looks FREAKING weird with school uniform lah , serious !
Ya , anyway ..
LOL ! xD
Anyway , i'm super afraid of the Science paper tomorrow .
Super Duper Uber .
What if it's super hard or something ?
Ms Ong did say that there'll be some questions that are gonna be quite tough .. ):
Aw man !
Shoot lah !
ORANGE !! $#@$*&%# !
Lol , kay ..
Freaking damn afraid can ?!
ZZZZZZ .. ):
Hai , okay .
Pray for me , alright ?
Thanks honeypies !
& wish me good luck too ! (:
Okay , haha ..
OMG .
My stupid laptop is freaking annoying .
The internet connection got problem .. -.-
Shoot man !
Lol , okay ..
Anyway , i think i'm gonna stop here .
So , ya ..
Might not blog tomorrow cause i'll only be back at 10pm ++ ..
Haha ! Sorry ! ):
Lol , kay ..
Byee ! <3

She's never gonna love you like i want to ,

2009-05-13T21:24:00.002+08:00

Hey Hey Hey ! x3
Okay , i know i really should be mugging .
But i'm freaking lazy lah ..
Anyway , Maths and English paper are done with .
English .
I screwed it up .
Especially the cloze .
It was freaking difficult lah !
Haiya .. ):
Maths .
Even worse man .
Sucked .
Especially the second paper .
I minus more than 20 marks okay !
I'm a total let down man .
I was aiming for an A* for my maths but now , i'm prolly gonna have to kiss it goodbye .
Hai ..
I'm seriously a total letdown .
I can't believe this .
I'm can't fail , i mean , it's just so impossible .
Aw man !!
I'm damn sad man . ):
Okay , sorry ..
Oh and tomorrow's Chinese .
Freak man .
CHINESE SUCKS !
Okay , no offense to people who likes Chinese ..
But i seriously hate it lah .
Hai .. ):
Stupid exams !
Who's the stupid person who created exams man !!
Freak lah !
Damn horrible .
I scared i fail .
Okay , okay .
Enough bout exams .
Okay , let's talk bout Friday !!
So excited !
After exams , will be going Su-Jean's house with Jannell , then after that we go to Dharnia's party together .
Yay ! (:
Excited-ness man . xD
But still need to have exams first .
ZZZZZZ .. D:
Haha , lol .
Okay , okay .
I nidda/should mug !!!!!!
OMGosh , damn stress man .
Yea , okay ..
I'll stop here .
Will blog another time !
I promise !
Byee ! <3

There's something about your smile that brightens up my day .

2009-05-11T21:04:00.001+08:00

Hey ! (:
Today rocked .
Played badminton and table tennis .
Walao , hardcore lah , i tell you .
Olay until like xiao , despite my aching back .
Haha !
Was really great !
Had a great dinner too ! (:
Lol , i know i really really should be mugging .
But I HATE MUGGING !
It just sucks , bigtime !
Tomorrow's English paper , must wish me good luck hor ! (:
Haha !
Pray for me , yo !
Please and thanks ! xD
Okay okay .
I don't wanna type anymore .
My hands are aching too .
It's annoying , really annoying .
Cause my whole body hurts . ):
Aw man .
Haha , okay .
Byee ! <3

Sarang Haeyo , honeypie . ILoveyou to the max .

2009-05-11T09:54:00.001+08:00

Hey Hey You You ! x3
Okay , hey .
This is gonna be a short post .
I've got tuition in 5 minutes time , so ya ..
Anyway , gonna go Keppel Club with some relatives to play table tennis and badminton !!
Yay !
But OMGosh , exams starts tomorrow !
Arghh !!
Scared-ness man .
ZZZZZZZ ..
Okay , i'll try to blog one more time later .
Gotta go now !
And freak , my back damn pain lah !!
Shoooooot ! ):
Okay okay .
Byee ! <3

It's like nothing works without you ,

2009-05-10T10:41:00.001+08:00

Hey Yo Y'all ! x3
Anyway , i don't really feel like blogging .
Haha .
Kay , just woke up ..
Tomorrow no school , but on Tuesday is exams .
ZZZZZZ ..
Sian man .
Really damn sian .
And i know i should be mugging now .
But i'm still blogging .
Haha !
Oh & i'm not going church today .
Sadness man .
Hai .. ):
Oh oh and Happy Mothers' Day to all mothers !!
I almost forgot that it's mothers' day .
Hehe ! Haha ! Hoho ! xD
Okay , that was random ..
Anyway , i feel damn weird now lah .
Like so insecure ..
Lol , okay .
Sorry if i'm scaring y'all .
My bad ..
I'll stop now lah , hor ?
I'll blog another time !
Byee ! <3

I'm trying hard to erase you from my mind ,

2009-05-09T19:18:00.002+08:00

Hello Hey Hi !! x3
I'm blogging .
Oh , today rocked .
Was still at Edna Sao Sao's house in the morning .
We were playing table tennis , and guess what we used ??
Their dining table as the table tennis table !
It was so funny .
And their table is made of glass can ?!
LMAO okay !
Then , tere were four of us , but only three raquets ..
So , i used a DVD casing as my raquet .
OMGosh , how cute can we get ??
Haha , okay , sorry ..
Thick-skin-ness again . *Stares at Jurado*
Lol , okay ..
Then , went for tennis .
Guess who i saw ??
Timmy , Ivy Jie Jie , Alvin Kor Kor And Grace !!
I was damn freaking shocked lah !
Serious !
Then , i found out that they're friends of Tristen too ! (Sorry , i don't know how to spell his name)
Ya , kay .
Haha .
Anyway , i just had dinner !!
We ordered PIZZA !! (:
It was great man , serious .
Yummy Yum Yum !! :D
LOL , kay ..
There's still second round !
Edna Sao Sao ordered KFC !!
Yummy Yum Yum again !! :D
Yum-alicious ! xD
LOL , kay ..
Anyway , Yuan Lin and family's staying at my house tonight ! (:
Okay , Yuan Lin wants to use the com now .
I'll blog some other time !
Oh & wish me good luck for my SA1s , yo ! :D
Please and thankyou ! (:
Kay , byee ! <3

What do i do now , without you ?

2009-05-08T18:02:00.002+08:00

Hey Hey Hey ! :D
I'm blogging , yo ! xD
Okay , i won't talk about what happened over the past few days , cause nothing much happened .
Kay , today .
Went to school with ALOT OF TUITION HOMEWORK UNDONE !
So , i asked some friends to help .
Thanks Sheryl , Amanda Shim , Amanda Tay , Stephanie , Denisse , Dharnia , Su-Jean and Jannell for helping !
Haha , ya ..
See how many people i got help from ..
LMAO !
Okay , lol !
Oh then Ms Quek gave chocolate to us !
She came into class and was like "Here , i give you all chocolate , then won't get sick ."
Then we all burst out laughing .
Then she allowed us to eat in class .
How awesome was that ! (:
Thanks Ms Quek , you're the best ! :D
Ya , kay .
It wasn't the nicest chocolate , but it sure tasted great !
Haha .
Then , came home and went for tuition .
Got scolded for whispering to Mei Shan .
Asshole lah , she .
What's so rude about whispering ?
Haiya , problamatic one ah she ..
Ya , kay .
Then , tuition ended .
Went home , slacked slacked slacked , then now i'm here .
Haha ! xD
Kay , anyway , i'll be staying at Wei Lin and Yuan Lin's house tonight !
Yay ! :D
But , nidda study .
Arghh ...
Sian sia !!
I HATE STUDYING !
ZZZZZZZZZ .....
Kay , ya ..
Oh and you know , sometimes , i really feel like punching ______ in the face .
She's really really annoying .
She spammed _______'s tagboard and did not dare to put her name .
How retarded is that ??
So , ______ messaged me and told me that she will tell her parents about it .
Way to go , honeypie !
Hope she gets a BIG scolding ! (:
Seriously lah , spammers are really annoying .
No life ah , they all ..
Pathetic things .
Haha ! (:
Anyway , exams are round the corner !
Starting this Tuesday , English paper .
And guess what ??
I forgot to bring back my English file !!
How forgetful can i get ??
ARGH !!!
How to revise now ??
Stupid lah !
ZZZZZZZ ..
Anyway , i'm really afraid of the exams .
Stupid person who created exams ..
I mean , i agree that we have to have education .
But , there's no need for exams , right ?
How annoying !
Argh !
Okay , haha .
Anyway , i'm gonna end here .
Wish me good luck for my exams !! (:
Oh and please continue to tag , ya ?
I'll love you for that ! <3
Haha , okay .
Byee ! <3

I can honestly say ; you've been on my mind since i woke up today .

2009-05-07T19:07:00.002+08:00

Hey Yo Everyone ! x3
I'm blogging , but it's gonna be a short post . (:
Oh and , freak lah !!
I was on the com since 4 and guess what i was doing ??
MATHS HOMEWORK !
On lead.com.sg , Ms Goh asked us to do some , or make that A LOT , of work .
I spent a few hours doing it okay !!
And it really sucked !
Haiya , lol .
Okay .
Anyway , i still have lots of work to do ..
There's stupid tuition homework , then i still have English homework .
STRESSED !
Arghhh ! ):
I hate this , im serious .
Hate it to the max man .
This is annoying ..
Okay .
Oh & Nicholas , please cheer up . (:
Don't be too sad alright ?
And don't go and bash yr head against the table okay ?
Promise me that you'll cheer up , alright ? (:
She'll realise someday . :D

Kay , ya ..
I really don't feel like blogging anymore .
I'll blog another time .
Byee honeypies ! <3

I remember when we danced together with no music playing ,

2009-05-05T20:26:00.003+08:00

Hey Hey You You ! xD
Kay , HI ! :D
I'm blogging .
Today was normal , but recess was exceptionally fun !
And , i almost fell asleep in class .
Haha !
Luckily Sheryl kept talking to me to prevent me from sleeping ..
If not ah , i think i would have gotten a big scolding !
Haha , thanks Sheryl ! (:
Kay .
Then , recess .
Was damn funny lah .
Marissa and Valerie kept laughing , i don't know why .
Then after awhile , there was silence .
Then , Marissa burst-ed out laughing .
SHE LAUGHED REALLY LOUD .
Ya , she laughed really really loud .
Then , i started laughing .
Then , Su-Jean started laughing too .
Then , Jannell looked at us like "WhatTheCrap ??"
Then i was like "I'm laughing cause of Marissa's laugh ! It was so loud !"
Haha .
Then , we all started laughing .
Ya , haha .
Y'all might not find it very funny , but ya ..
It sure was !!
LOL .
Then , had lessons and blah blah blah ..
Had some chinese test thingy ..
SURE FAIL !! D:
LMAO , ya , kay ..
Then , came home , had tuition and blah blah blah .
Then now , i'm here .
Haha . (:
Ya , kay .
Oh & sorry Edith !!
I forgot to pass you the magazine !!
I'll pass you tomorrow ! (:
& NICHOLAS !!
Cheer up lah !!
Everyday tell me you sad .
LOL .
She'll realise one day , ya ?
And that day will come soon !
So , must promise me that you'll cheer up !!
Must happy happy ! :D
Haha , kay .
Anyway , i think i'll stop here .
So , ya ..
Will blog another day !! x3
Byee ! <3

I miss you , i miss your smile .

2009-05-04T20:37:00.003+08:00

Hello ! Hey ! Hi ! x3
I'm blogging , cause some people complained that i din blog for very long . *Stares at Su-Jean*
Haha !
It's only been , erm , let's see , FOUR DAYS !!
LOL , okay .
Nvm , i'll blog .
Cause i'm nice ! :D
Haha , okay ..
Sorry , thick-skin-ness again .
Okay , let's talk bout Friday .
It rocked .
Din have school , so Thursday night , Yuan Lin & Wei Lin came over to my house to stay .
Then , next morning , went Keppel Club to bowl .
It was fun , but after that , my hands ached . ):
Yea , kay .
Then had lunch .
Then , mummy dropped big bro at Vivo cause he was meeting Jean . *Clears throat*
Lol , kay .
Then , dropped me at Serangoon MRT to meet Jannell & Su-Jean .
Then , mrt-ed to Orchard .
We planned to go to Far East Plaza to get a bag for Dharnia's bithday present .
But , we walk walk walk walk walk , but couldn't find FarEast Plaza .
So , we decided to go to the Wilsma place .
Lol .
It's another shopping mall in Orchard .
Kay , then , walk walk walk , went into Esprit and bought her a ______ instead .
I won't say what it is until her party is over .
Kay .
Then , we continued walking and all .
Shop here shop there .
Then , we decided to eat ice-cream .
So , went into Hagen Daz . (However you spell it)
Then , we decided to share a double scoop .
But , there was a promotion , so had three scoops for the price of two !
YAY US ! :D
& as we were eating , guess who we saw ??
Camp chief & Instructor Wayne ! (I think that's his name)
Haha , kay .
Then , Su-Jean had to go , so while waiting for her parents to pick her up , we camwhored !!
LIKE CRAZY !
Haha , okay .
Then , her parents came .
So left me & Jannell .
We walked around and we walked into ths shop .
SALE SALE SALE !!
1st piece $19.90 , 2nd piece $10 !!
Me and Jannell each bought one piece , so we paid $15 each ! (:
The dress i bough is so pretty !
I wore it to church on Sunday ! (:
Ya , kay .
Then , after that , mummy called .
Asked me to meet her at Centrepoint , so mrt-ed with Jannell .
She went to Dhoby Ghaut .
Then ya ..
Had Subway with family .
THEIR COOKIES ROCKED ! xD
Then , walked aroud somemore .
But i couldn't walk anymore .
My legs were killing me .
I was wearing flats and i had walked super duper uber alot while with Su-Jean & Jannell .
So ya , we decided to go for Ben & Jerry's !!
I had two scoops of ice-cream again !! xD
Yummy Yum Yum !! (:
Delicious .
Then , went home .
Then nxt day , had tuition and tennis .
Then , Sunday went to church and blah blah ..
Today , went to school as usual .
Then , had sing class as usual .
Haha .
Kay , i don't feel like blogging anymore .
Sorry ah !!
I'll blog another day ! (:
I promise ! :D
Haha , okay .
Byee ! <3

Wouldn't have said forever , if i knew it'd end so fast .

2009-04-30T21:08:00.002+08:00

Hey Yo Y'all ! x3
Okay , this is the actual post for the day !
Haha . (:
Okay , today was fine .
Laughed a lot .
Okay .
School .
Had to stay back for supplementary . -.-
Damn sian , had damn alot of homework .
ZZZZZZ ! ):
Okay .
but still , had lotsa' fun .
Recess and lunch was bestest !!
Kept laughing LIKE CRAZY !!
Ya , kay .
Grace and Benita came lunch with we all and we had fun ! (:
Ya , kay .
Then , came home .
Slacked , bathed , ate dinner and blah blah blah .
Then , now i'm here .
Haha .
Anyway , i think i'm most prolly going out with Jannell and Su-Jean tomorrow !
Yay ! :D
So happy , haha .
Sorry , i'm deprived of going out with friends , so ya ..
That explains the over-excited-ness .
Haha , kay .
I just downloaded some songs and themes for my phone .
Hehe , yay ! xD
Ya , kay .
I don't feel like blogging anymore .
And i might not blog during the weekends , cause i have lotsa' homework .
The amount is overwhelming okay , seriously .
IT SUCKS !! D:
Horrible-ness .
ZZZZ . -.-
Ya , kay .
I don't know what else to say lah .
I'll just stop here .
Haha , sorry !
But do continue to tag !!
It will be greatly appreciated and i'll love you for that ! (:
So ya , TAGGGGGG !! xD
Okay okay .
I'll stop here now .
Byee ! <3

Why even say "iloveyou" when you know that it wouldn't last ?

2009-04-30T19:05:00.003+08:00

Hello ! (:
Okay , my actual post for the day will be later .
Just felt like typing ..
Haha ! xD
Ya , kay ..
So random .
Kay , i got problem de ..
I'll just stop here .
Byee ! <3

Everytime i leave , my heart turns grey .

2009-04-29T20:44:00.002+08:00

Hey Yo !! xD
I'm blogging ! Three cheers ! *Hip hip Hooray !*
Haha , kay .
Today was , erm , ordinary .
Nothing much happened .
Laughed a lot in school and all , as usual .
I forgot why , but ya , i know i laughed alot .
Hehe Hoho Haha !! (:
Ya , kay .
Then , came home , had tuition .
Then , after tuition , came home for dinner .
Okay , i'll let y'all "hear" a conversation that happened during dinner :
Big Bro : So , where we going for June holidays ?
Me : I thought we all planning to go Subaru ?
*Dad & lil bro bursts out laughing*
Me : What's so funny ?
Dad : Subaru is the brand of a car lah .
Me : Oh oh !! Sorry , i mean Surabaya . (However you spell it . It's a place , somewhere in Indonesia)
*Everyone bursts out laughing*
Haha ! It was so funny ! (:
Ya , kay .
And before tuition , i was smsing Jannell and Valerie like crazy .
Haha !
Congrats to Jannell for finally getting a phone !!
And her phone is pink leh !!
So jealous !!!! ):
Ya , kay .
Might be going out with Su-Jean and Jannell on Friday to get a present for Dharnia , so ya ..
Hope we really do ! (:
Haha Hehe Hoho ! x3
Lol , ya , kay ..
Oh & tomorrow's Thursday !!
& that means ...
Jannell's prolly gonna stain her uniform again !!
Haha ! (:
& i've gotta go pluck my teeth tomorrow .. -.-
Youch !!!
Oh & who watched the last episode of the nine o'clock show on channel 8 yesterday ??
It's called Table Of Glory .
It sucked lah , i tell you .
They din say who ended up with who and blah blah blah .
Don't you agree that it sucked ??
That the ending sucked ??
Sorry if it's offensive to anyone , but i'm just saying how i feel .
But still , Dai Yang Tian is so HOT + CUTE + SHUAI !!!
Arghhh !!
He's so good looking lah !!
Bom bom , bom bom !!
Haha , sound effect of heart beating .
LMAO ! (:
Okay , okay .
I don't know what to say le .
I'll prolly stop here , ya ?
But please continue to tag my blog !!
TAG TAG TAG !! xD
Kay , lol .
Remember to tag hor !!
Okay , byee ! <3

Every moment spent with you is a moment i treasure ,

2009-04-28T20:52:00.002+08:00

Hey ! Hi ! Hello ! xD
Okay , hi !
I won't blog much today .
Just about what happened after school . (:
Okay , after school , i came home , then had tuition .
After that , went to j8 to buy stuff .
I was supposed to buy Claire a present , but i ended up using that money for myself ..
Sorry Claire !! ):
Ya , so , mummy paid for socks that i bought , cause it was to wear for school .
Then after that she went NTUC while i walked around myself .
Walked around and went into Outfitter Girls .
OMGundei !!
The things in there are so darn beautiful !! (:
So , i bought a pretty blue top from there . :D
It cost me $15 , lol .
But nice lah .
Then , i wanted to get a dress too , but didn't have enough money .
So , i'll go back another time , once i have money .
Haha !! (:
Oh & i just realised that j8 actually sells really nice clothes .
LOL ! xD
Oh & i bought another two nail polish from Faceshop on Thursday .
Hot pink and light blue !!
I've got three shades of blue now and many shades of pink ! (:
& many other colours too , haha ! :D
Ya , then , came back .
Ate .
Did homework .
And blah blah blah , and now i'm here ! (:
Haha , okay .
I don't wanna blog anymore ..
SORRY !!
I'll blog again soon ! (:
Haha , okay ..
Byee ! <3

I'm gonna be alright , i'm sure i'm gonna be fine .

2009-04-27T20:27:00.002+08:00

Hey Hey You You ! x3
Okay , HEY Y'ALL !! :D
I'm blogging , like i promised ! (:
Haha , i know , i'm so nice right ?
LMAO , how thick skinned can i get ??
Hehe , okay .
School .
Was fine lah , actually .
The whole class got scolded by Ms Quek for telling Ms Goh that she could erase the things that she wrote on the board .
But only some people said lah , i didn't say anything .
AT ALL . Serious .
Ya , okay .
Then , had school lor .
LOL ! xD
Okay , then , came home .
Bathed , ate , then left for singing class .
Was great , and gues what new song i'm singing ??
I Dreamed A Dream !
Haha , lol .
It's actually quite nice leh , lol .
But i LOVE Hero and Reflection .
These are the only two nice songs that i'm singing for singing class .
But okay lah ..
LOL ! (:
Then , came back .
Started reading the book that Jannell lent me : Chicken Soup For The Teenage Soul : 101 more stories on Life , Love & Learning .
Ya , i think that's the title .
Should be lah , cha bu duo .
Haha ! xD
Then , after awhile , i thought of ______ and everything that she told me , and i started crying .
I cried for a really long time .
I don't know why , i just felt so sad .
So , decided to open the pack of chips that i secretly kept in my cupboard .
Wah , damn nice lah !!
So SHIOK !! :D
Haha , ya .. YUMMY ! (:
Then , mummy came into the room .
So , i quicky shut the cupboard door and pretend not to be eating anything .
Then she said "Come down for dinner in ten minutes hor ."
Then i said , with chips in my mouth "Orh .."
Haha ! Then she walked out of my room .
Then i quickly chew finish .
Hehe . :P
I think she knew that i was eating something , but she din say anything . So , okay lor ! (:
Haha , ya , okay .
Then , went down for dinner .
Then , came up , started reading the book again .
Then , there was this story that was really sad and touching .
It was about this boy who had cancer when he was three years old .
Then , when his whole family taught he was cured already , his cancer came back when he was five .
So , he went for operation , hoping to be able to take out the tumour . (However you spell it) But , it was too big and the doctors and nurses could do nothing about it .
So , the boy had to spent his last days at home lor .
Then , on Christmas Eve or some day near Christmas , he was crying .
So the big sister hugged him . Then he said "Why me ? Why do i have to die so young ?" Then the sister comforted him and all , and she started crying too .
Then , in January , he died .
I started crying again lah !
I was freaking sad .
Then i thought about ______ again , and cried for even longer .
And now , i'm here .
My eyes are still red and puffy .
I damn scared tomorrow go school my eyes puffy puffy de .
Damn embarrassing lah !! :O
So ya , lol .
That was my day . Haha !
Oh & i went to church on Sunday after all !
I was so happy ! (:
But , I didn't see Ga Yeon & Su Yeon , so i think they prolly didn't come lor ..
Haha , ya ..
Then , Sat went for tennis , as usual .
Then ya ..
I'm trying to stretch this post , since i promised y'all that this would be a long one .
See , i'm so nice .
Not breaking my promise .
Haha ! (:
What an angel ! :D
Ya , okay .
And i still SUPER DUPER UBER UBER UBER love the song Like I Always Do !
It's so nice , uber nice man , i tell you .
Haha .
Anyway , i don't know what else to write le .
So i think i'll prolly just stop here .
But i kept to my word and typed a long post okay !! xD
I'm nice . Don't deny .
LOL !
Siol lah , i'm super thick skinned lah !!
Overwhelming thick-skinned-ness of mine .
Hehe ! Haha ! Hoho ! :D
Lol , okay lah , okay lah .
I'll really stop here now .
Byee ! <3

You're my desire , my heart is so on fire for you .

2009-04-25T20:06:00.002+08:00

Hey .
Kay , today was ordinary , so ya ..
& i most prolly won't be going to church tomorrow . ):
Cause my lil bro's sick so my mum said maybe tomorrow don't wanna go .
AW MAN ! D:
Sadness is overwhelming .
Okay , ya ..
So , hope my lil bro gets well soon !
Okay , i don't really feel like blogging and all , so ya .
I will blog on Monday or something lah ..
Okay , lmao .
I'll just stop here .
Sorry for this super short post ! ):
Promise to blog longer on Monday or Tuesday . (:
Kay .
Byee ! <3

You're my desire ,

2009-04-24T19:51:00.002+08:00

Hello Hello Hello ! x3
Okay , TODAY ROCKED !
I kept going "Bom bom , bom bom ."
Like , my heart beating , you know ?
The sound effect and all , lol !
Until Jannell and Su-Jean got so annoyed .
It was so funny .
Cause i just watched 17 Again yesterday , i was crazy over Zac Efron , and i still am .
Then Marissa also watched already .
So we were talking about the movie .
I kept saying "Zac Efron is so cute !"
Then we kept talking and all , then Valerie and Jannell got so pissed , they said "Stop talking about the movie !"
Then i was like , "Sorry ! But it's really nice !"
Then i continued .
Haha !! LMAO ! (:
Oh & we're planning to go out during the June hols together to catch a movie .
Hopefully mum & dad will allow ! (:
So ya , then we kept talking .
Oh & there are many many cute guys !!
Nick Jonas , Jesse Mccartney , Aaron Johnson , Zac Efron , Chase Crawford & MM ! <3
OMGosh , HEARTTHROBS !! <3
Bom bom , bom bom !!
I'm going crazy .
Haha , okay .
Ya , so today was great .
Then , had tuition .
Only me and MeiShan went , cause the others had Sports Day ..
Ya , okay .
Oh & please tag my blog & tell me who you think is the cuttest ! (Those that i listed , except MM , unless you know who he is . If not , please don't ask . Thanks ! <3)
Ya , okay .
ILOVETHEM to the max !!
They're freaking freaking CUTE !!
Oh & i love the song "Like I Always Do" by Drew .
Jannell introduced it to me and i am so grateful !!
I love it !
My new favourite song ! (:
Haha , ya , okay ..
Listen to it !
You'll love it ! Hopefully .
Haha , lol . :D
Anyway , i don't think i'll be blogging during the weekends .
Won't have time and , i have lots and lots of homework to do .
Yes , i mean alot .
I'm not exxagerating . (However you spell that word ..)
But still , please continue to tag !!
It will be greatly appreciated !
Please and Thankyou !! <3
Okay , i'll stop here .
Byee ! <3

I'll love you like i always do .

2009-04-23T21:44:00.002+08:00

Hey !
Today's gonna be a short post .
I won't post about my day , just about the movie !
Okay , i watched 17 Again just now .
OMG , IT ROCKED !!! (:
ILOVEDIT TO THE MAX !!!
Zac Efron is SO CUTE !!
Like , super !!
He's HOT too !
Im going crazy over him , seriously .
I got his poster !!
Yay me ! :D
Omg , see how crazy i am ??
LMAO , lol .
Okay , ya .
The movie was really touching , at a few parts .
I ALMOST cried .
But , din . (:
Ya , okay .
It was really great lah , great story line too .
You all out there should really go watch it !
& Nicholas : Zac Efron doesn't look gay !! He's so cute !!
Lol , okay .
Ya , i wanna buy the DVD !!
Oh & my mum's buying Wild Child for me !!
& i'm trying to persuade her to buy Angus , Thongs & Perfect Snogging .
Hope she will ! (:
Haha , ya , kay .
I wanna watch 17 Again one more time !
No wait , make that MANY MORE TIMES !! :D
ILOVEZAC EFRON ! <3
Seriously lah , lol !
Okay , okay .
I'll stop here .
I'll tell you about my day tomorrow .
Sorry ! Really can't blog now .
Haha , okay .
Byee ! <3

P.S. iloveZacEfron and MM ! <3

You know i'll be loving you ,

2009-04-22T19:52:00.002+08:00

Hey Hey Hey ! :D
I'm blogging today ! (:
Okay , today rocked .
Was really great !! (:
Recess especially .
Jean came with the 4Pa "gang" for the last 10 minutes or so .
& it was really fun !!
Haha , we did something so funny .
It really rocked lah , serious .
Oh & i asked her to come with us tomorrow too .
Then i said "We can do what we did just now again" .
Then we both started laughing .
Haha , she's really nice .
& she's so NOT a bad influence .
Unlike some PERSON , who acts girly but is actualy super tomboy .
She don't even know how to sit properly , especially when she has a skirt on lah !
LMAO ! :P
It's true okay . (:
I don't tell lies .
What an angel i am ! :D
Haha , okay , thick skinned again .
But ya , anyway ..
It was really nice lah .
Kay , then , went home .
Oh & i love the book Su-Jean lent me !
Chicken Soup for the Teenage Soul : 101 stories
And blah blah blah .
Forgot what it is and i'm too lazy to go down and get it .
So ya , it's really nice .
We exchanged books .
I lent her another Chicken Soup series .
& Jannell lent her hers too .
Haha , really readaholic lah she .
Just like how i'm such a SHOPPAHOLIC !!
Oh & YAY ME ! (: (: (:
I'm gonna watch 17 Again tomorrow ! :D
How cool's that ??
I mean , Zac Efron is so cute lah !!
But , Nick Jonas is CUTER !!
Haha .
Oh , Aaron Johnson is REALLY REALLY CUTE too ! <3
Seriously lah , i mean it !
I was looking at his picture just now , OMGosh , nearly fainted man .
And he acted in Angus , Thongs and Perfect Snogging .
OMGundei , that show rocked to the max lah , seriously !
LOVED IT , LOVE HIM ! (:
But , iloveMM more .
A thousand times more . <3

Okay , enough bout that .

Kay , i'm so excited about the movie !!

Can't wait for tomorrow to come . (:

Kay , ya .

Anyway , i don't know what else to say ..

I'm trying to stretch this post , like what we're supposed to do in essays & compos .

LMAO , lol . (:

Okay , i really got nothing to say le .

I think i'll just end here .

Hope tomorrow will be just as great ! (:

Kay , lol .

Byee ! <3

You mean everything to me , don't you know ?

2009-04-21T16:43:00.003+08:00

Hey ! (:
I'm blogging , yay ! (:
Kay , today sucked !!
I got scolded by Ms Goh , because of socks .. -.-
She say it's too low and all .. WhatTheCrap !
Okay lor , so i pulled it up , until it was really high .
Haha ! LMAO !!! :D
It made me look like a nerd lah , seriously !!
Jannell they all were laughing at me !! But ya , great laugh though . (:
But okay , whatever ..
Don't wanna get scolded again ..
For the same matter .
So kay , will wear high socks to school from now on .. (:
See , so guai . (:
Haha , okay .
Then , she told Ms Quek about it .
Then Ms Quek pick on me , Jannell & Su-Jean lah !!
It was only me and Su-Jean who got called by Ms Goh lah .
Jannell din even get called .
Then Su-Jean wasn't scolded , in fact , she was kinda praised by Ms Goh .
She used Su-Jean as an example , saying her socks were high enough and all .
Then Ms Quek go say it's we all three and "that group of you" .
LMAO , okay . Whatever man .
I'll just be a guai gia from now on , ya ??
Haha ! Kay .
Then , had school , as usual .
Then , walked down with Claire after school .
& we were talking about what happened and blah blah blah lor ..
Oh recess was really fun though .
Jannell , Su-Jean and i were talking then Valerie , Genevieve and Jodie were talking .
Then Marissa wasn't talking to anyone .
So she suddenly said "Eh , can we talk bout something we all know ? Then we can laugh . " Then she started laughing .
So all of us froze , then me and Valerie started going "Hahaha ! Hahaha !" (fake laugh)
Then Genevieve started laughing . (real de)
Then all of us started laughing , for real .
Haha , it was really funny !
Lovethem to the max , yo ! <3
Hehe , okay .
Then came home , bathed then had tuition .
Then , now i'm here . (:
Haha , okay .
Anyway , hope tomorrow will be better .
Hope i won't get scolded & hope i'll be able to pull off being a guai gia . (:
LMAO , okay okay .
Enough about the guai gia thing ..
ZZZZ , lol .
Kay lah , i think i'll stop here .
But , please TAGGGGGGG !!! :D :D :D :D :D
Kay , will stop here .
Byee ! <3

I'm trying hard , to face the hurtful truth , that you're already attached . But still , iloveyou .

2009-04-20T20:40:00.004+08:00

Hello ! Hello ! Hello !! (:
Okay , hi .
I'm blogging . Again . (:
Haha , okay ..
School SUCKED .
It really did .
I'm seriously serious .
Haha . Lol .
Kay , went to school , got on with lessons and blah blah blah .
Then , the last two periods , we had some IT thingy .
It sucked .
My work was screwed up , it seriously was .
And were were let off 15 mins late , WhatTheCrap !
So , we had 10 mins for lunch , BEFORE ORAL STARTED !
Any idea how afraid and nervous i was ??
I was SUPER DUPER UBER lah !!
It was really horrible lah .
So anyway , we went for oral .
We were quite lucky , cause we started off with enlish first .
Yay us ! (:
English was okay lah , i guess . I hope .. LOL .
Then chinese .
SUCKED TO THE MAX !
I'm serious . It seriously sucked .
My chinese is uber lousy and therefore , it was really hard for me to do oral .
I did not know how to read a few words and the picture discussion was horrible .
Conversation , hai .
Needless to say , it was freaking horrible .
I was so nervous and my hands were shaking LIKE CRAZY !
Aiya , just know that it was horrible lah .
But , i'm glad it's over and done with .
Haha , kay .
And we were supposed to end at 4.30pm , but guess what ??
We ended at 4pm !!
I told mummy to fetch me at 4.45pm , but in the end , we actually ended at 4pm !
So , decided to go dentist to pluck out my tooth .
But , Aunty Janet was not there , so , did not manage to pluck it out .
Then , i decided to call mummy and tell her to come now .
Haha !
So , ya ..
Me , Su-Jean & Jannell were slacking and blah blah .
Then , we decided to go out and wait .
And guess who we saw ??
Lim Min and Claire .
So we chit-chatted and ya ..
Soon , mummy came .
At that time , Claire's chaufer came . (sorry , don't know how to spell that word)
So , we both left .
Then , reached home , bathed an watched tv .
Then slacked awhile , and ate dinner .
And now , i'm here .
Haha , ya .
Oh & did i tell y'all , I'VE GOT MY OLD COM BACK !! (:
Yay ! So happy lah , serious .
Ya , i'm using it now .
Hehe , yay me ! :D
So happy for myself . (:
Ya , kay .
Anyway , hope tomorrow will be better .
Hai , ya ..
I damn sian lah , don't know why ..
I don't wanna do homework , but i know i have to in order to get good results for PSLE .
So ya , pray for me !! (:
This overwhelming lazy-ness of mine . ):
Super horrible , ZZZZZ ! -.-
Lol , ya , kay .
Anyway , i think i'll prolly stop here .
Will blog tomorrow or something ! (:
Oh & i'm supposed to add that i saw Gladys on Thursday , 16th April .
Haha , she wanted me to .
Happy ?? Haha ! (:
I'm so nice . (:
Lol , kay .
Thick skinned .
Learn from who one ?? *Stares at Jurado*
Haha , kay lah .
Will stop here .
Byee ! <3

It's hard to concentrate , when you're on my mind all the time .

2009-04-17T22:01:00.004+08:00

Hey Hey You You ! x3

Kay , hi everyone .

Today's post is prolly gonna be a short one ..

Don't really feel like blogging .. Sorry !

Kay , school was fine today .

Except for the fact that ______ is trying to steal my friends .

Ya , she's freaking retarded .

I really can't stand friend stealers .

They suck lah .

They're prolly too desperate for friends that they have to steal other people's friends .

Retarded-ness . -.-

Freak her freaking ass off lah .

It's damn irritating .

Even ______ noticed .

Hai , she just sucks to the max lah , hor ?

Copy + steal friends , damn bo liao . -.-

Get a life lah , freak .

Okay , should stop talking bout her .

Cause it makes me wanna PUKE ! (:

Haha , okay .

Monday's oral .

I AM SO DEAD .

Seriously lah , i'm prolly gonna do so horribly .

Must practice practice practice this weekends !

Hai , sian-ness man ..

ZZZZZZ ! -.-

But okay lah , i will be the one who benefits from it .

So , ya ..

Good luck to me !!

Kay , tomorrow got tennis lesson , hope it doesn't rain .

I WANNA PLAY !

It's been so long since i played PROPER tennis .

So ya , hope it doesn't rain tomorrow .

Lord , i pray Lord , that it would not rain tomorrow , that i would be able to play tennis .

Okay , haha .

I'm gonna stop here .

Told you it's gonna be a short post .

Okay , must wish me good luck for Oral !! (:

Kay , hehe . :D

Byee ! <3

I just can't seem to get you off my mind . Imissyou , MM . Come soon .

2009-04-15T20:24:00.003+08:00

Hi all reading this blog !! (:

I'm blogging , hehe . (:

Okay , shall blog bout my day .

Today had COMPO EXAM !!

I was freaking afraid in the morning lah !

I was busy memorising all those phrases lah .

I memorised phrases for morning , afternoon & evening .

But you know what ?

The compo was about AT NIGHT !

OhMyGosh lah !

I was so angry with myself !!

LMAO , kay .

But still i managed to write a six page compo , but my handwriting was uber big ! (:

Haha . (:

Ya , kay .

Then went for recess , then had chinese compo !

I was memorising phrases too !

Then in the end , i forgot to use one leh !!

I was again , so angry with myself !!

Seriously lah , lol .

Ya , okay .

Hai , but anyway ..

English i did really suckily .

The ending i totally rush through !

I wrote the last paragraph in like 5 minutes !!

Beat that !!

My handwriting was like .. SHIT !!

Serious lah .

But ya , managed to complete . (:

Then chinese was easier .

Hehe , yay ! (:

But won't do very well too lah , nvm .

I tried my best . (:

Ya , kay .

& Su-Jean came back to school today !

Yay ! (:

& to Valerie Wee , thanks alot , my lovely nuer ! You're such a great friend and nuer to have ! (: Iloveyou to the max , <3>

& to ______ : You stop arguing with my nuer lah , pls . Whatever she write also , what business is it of yours ? & you ask if i think i'm loved , well , more loved than you can already . (: & why does everyone so happen to side with me ? Well , maybe it's cause i treat people NICELY , unlike some PERSON . (: And also , not ARROGANTLY , like you claim . Oh and one more thing , even you say i'm nice/kind . (:

Haha , ya , kay ..

Screwed lah . :D

Okay , whatever .

Lmao , okay ..

Amyway , i think i'll stop here .

Byee ! <3

I can't take my eyes off of you ,

2009-04-13T19:33:00.002+08:00

Hey y'all ! (:

Din blog during the weekends . ):

Sorry !!

Okay , Friday .

At night was really fun .

Met Edna Sao Sao they all to watch movie .

Wanted to watch Confessions Of A Shoppaholic , but the timeslots were in the morning and afternoon , so watched Handsome Suit instead .

It was quite nice lah , funny and fruitful .

Looks don't matter .

Haha , kay .

Oh & during the movie , Yuan Ling was laughing so loudly !

Loudest in the whole cinema !

haha , it was damn funny lah .

Kay , then after the movie , we five met with the others for ICE CREAM !! (:

Yay ! :D

So nice , haha .

We went to Swensons .

Five of us shared a giant earthquake .

Yummy yum yum !!

Was super nice .

Then , went home at 11pm++ .

Then , Saturday , had tuition and blah blah ..

Then went for tennis lesson .

It was raining again . -.-

Ass lah .

So couldn't play .

Then i had to leave early as we were going for Black Saturday .

So ate then went .

Met Yuan Ling , Wei Ling , Claudia , Ning , Uncle Woon & Aunty Connie .

We were all going to watch .

So ya , it was freaking nice lah !!

Good job to all the cast/crew .

They did a really wonderful job .

The play was called "Tree" .

It was kinda like about sacrificial love .

Really touching , the last part .

It's like how God sacrificed his one and only son for us .

So ya . My bro acted !

Haha , ya .

Then , had supper there .

Then went home quite early .

10pm++ .

Ya , kay .

Then Sunday , went church .

Was okay lah .

Had some easter day thingy ..

haha .

Then , Su Yeon , Ga Yeon , Min Woo and three other people came !

They were all from VBS .

It was super cool lah !

I was damn glad to see them .

Then waved and said hi to them .

They all remembered me !

YAY ! :D

Haha , lol .

Ya , kay .

Then , saw Nadene & Renee .

Went to them and they gave me a hug each . (:

Aw , so sweet !

Haha , lol .

Then saw Ashley , she gave me a hug too .

Ya , okay .

Then had lunch with the CG , then went home .

Then after that went to Popo's house .

Was quite fun , we were playing badminton for quite a long time . (I can't really play .. :x)

Then , saw Claudia .

So went to swim with her .

Then had dinner .

Laksa !

Haha , then watched the Super Star show .

I wanted Joseline to win !

But , nevermind .

Jarod won instead . ):

But he's quite good lah .

Haha ! (:

Then went home , slept at 11pm++ .

Then today .

Was fun .

The last two periods .

Me & Jannell went high .

Was really funny .

Then , came home .

Got ready and left again for the vocal training thingy ..

Then came home , slacked and blah blah blah .

Oh & Ms Goh kind of like gave us a lecture ..

About us being slack and blah ..

But i agree with her .

We are really slack .

Or rather , I AM really slack ..

Okay , ya .

& Su-Jean didn't come today !

She's sick .

So sad !

So ya ..

That's all , i guess .

Will stop here .

Byee ! <3

MM , i miss you so much . I want you hear , right next to me . How i wish i could hold you tight right now .

2009-04-10T10:17:00.003+08:00

Hello ! Hello ! Hello !!! (:

I'm blogging , again . (:

Okay , today got no school ! Yay !

Cause it's good Friday , the day Jesus died on the cross for our sins .

He's so wonderful .

He could have not died .

But he did .

I would not have been able to do that .

He's love for us is just too great .

That he died for us .

He's just so great , so almighty .

Okay , will be going out for lunch with mum , dad & lil bro later .

Then , will be meeting Edna Sao Sao , Yuan Lin , Claudia & Ning for dinner , a movie & ice cream ! (:

Haha , yay !!

ICE CREAM !! :D

Ya , actually supposed to watch Confessions Of A Shoppaholic but don't have good timing , so can't . ):

We will be watching Handsome Suit instead .

Whatever show that is , but okay .

The fun part is not the show , it's about the time we spend together .

Female bonding .

Haha ! :D

& the ice cream !!! (:

ILOVEICECREAM !!

Serious ! (:

LMAO , kay .

Claudia too !

Ice Cream Kaki !

Lol ..

Anyway , can't wait !

Meeting them at 5.30pm . (:

Then will go for a quick dinner before we go for the movie .

Haha !

I don't know what to wear .. ):

How ??

Lol .

Nvm , i'll pick something ..

Oh & yesterday rocked !!

Especially during lunch !

Me , Su-Jean & Jannell went super duper uber high .

Yes , i mean SUPER DUPER UBER !!

It was damn funny lah !

We were laughing like crazy .

Then everytime someone passed by , they would stare at us ..

Haha !

It was damn funny lah .

Then we went lunch with Marissa they all .

Then Marissa also went high !

It was super fun !

We were laughing like CRAZY ! (:

Best Thursday ever man .

Then me & Su-Jean dared Jannell to hop all the way up the stairs from the first level to the fourth level .

If she could do it without stopping , we would give her $o.50 each .

But Marissa disturbed her & so , she stopped .

There goes her $1 !

Then in class , we dared Jannell to say "I pee-ed on my bed last night !"

She did , & we're supposed to give her $0.50 each .

Su-Jean already gave her .

So , i owe her $0.50 ..

Haha , will give her on Monday .

Oh & freak !!!!

Got compo exam next week !

i Suck at compos , seriously !

Especially Chinese !! :/

Die liao , really die liao ..

ARGHH !! ):

Sian lah !

I hate those people who created compo exams .

Ass man , they all .

ZZZZZZ ..

I don't wanna write compo !

Oh & i have a compo as homework !!!

SHOOT LAH !

I did the planning already .

So , i nidda write it .

Or rather , type it /

AHH !

I'll do tomorrow , i hope .

If there's time .

LOL .

I got super alot of hw lah !!

Sian !!!!

Hai , okay .

Anyway , i'm on MSN with Shiyun & Marissa now !

I miss ShiYun soooo much lah !!

& she wouldn't be coming back til next year !!

It's been four months and i'm already missing her like crazy !!

What more 1 year ??

I'll die ..

Hai , Shiyun ! I miss you uber uber alot !!

Kay , ya ..

I wanna cry now ..

I'm missing her all over again .

ZZZZZZ ..

Okay , ya ..

Anyway , i better go get ready now ..

To go out for lunch .

Kay , will stop here .

Not sure if i'll be blogging during the weekends ..

Kay , byee ! <3

I just can't go to sleep , cause it feels like i'm falling for you .

2009-04-08T19:42:00.002+08:00

Hey Yoh !

I'm blogging ! (:

Haha , kay .

Anyway , nothing much happened .

School was ordinary ..

Lol , lmao .

Oh & freak , ______ freaking copied me !

Hai , she's such a copycat , seriously .

But i should feel flattered , cause by copying me it kinda means that she thinks i'm cool & all .

Thats why she wanna copy .

Haha , so , YAY ME !! (:

Someone thinks i'm cool . Okay ..

But seriously , she should have some sense of originality . (:

Whatever lah she , damn screwed . LMAO .

Kay , school .

It was okay .

Oh i was laughing alot during Health Ed. class .

Damn funny lah !

Sharlene & Jannell were around my table .

Then something happened then Sharlene said to Jannell "Wah , i din know you have feelings for" then i forgot for who .

Then me & jannell looked at each other and started laughing like crazy .

Then Sharlene was like "No , sorry . Wrong usage .. Sorry"

Me & Janell were still laughing !

I laughed til my sides hurt & til i teared !

LMAO , ya ..

But it was fun .

Haha ! (:

Kay , ya .

Oh & freak lah !!

Got chinese compo tomorrow leh !

Must do on the spot ..

ZZZZZ .. Sian-ness man .

Damn irritating lah , EFF ! ):

But the good thing is : I don't have to stay back for chinese sup !! (:

Haha , yay !

Ya ..

Oh & it's confirmed !

I'm gonna watch Confessions Of A Shoppaholic ! (Sorry , don't know how to spell)

I'll be watching on Friday , with Ning , Claudia , Edna Sao Sao & Yuan Lin !

At Tampinese Mall . So , might just bump into you there !

Haha , lol .

Then after the movie i'll prolly stay at Edna Sao Sao's house .

Haha , it's gonna be sooo fun !

I'm super excited ! :D

Lol . Kay .

See how deprived i am ?

Just a movie and i'm so excited .

LOL ! (:

Okay , sorry , I'm feeling high .

& Nicholas , relax ! Don't get pissed ya ? Cause it's really scary .. Haha . Don't think bout her lah , then you'll relax .. Cheer up ! (: I'll always be here ! :D

Ya , kay .

Something happened , & he's really pissed .

But not with me ! Lol , ya ..

Kay , whatever .. Haha !

Oh & i'm still really touched by Monday's chapel .

It's been two days and i'm still talking about it .

Lol , okay .

Anyway , i don't know what else to write ..

So , i guess i'll stop here ?

Ya , i think i will . (:

Will blog another time !

But i've been really busy .

& lazy . That's why i don't blog everyday .

But still , continue tagging ! (:

& to Don't Know : Thanks for tagging yoh ! (:

Haha , kay .

Byee ! <3

Really shouldn't miss you , but i can't let you go .

2009-04-06T21:22:00.003+08:00

Hi Hi Hi Hi Hi Hi !! (:

MY DAY ROCKED !

But it would have been even better if Jannell came to school ..

Ya , she didin't come , cause she's sick .

Aw man !

Any idea how much you have missed out on , Miss Jannell ??

LMAO , kay .

Chapel rocked lah .

The best chapel that i have had in 6 years .

It was the best part of my day .

It really hit me hard . Really really hard .

The speaker was really good .

She's even better than those pastors , i find .

She really made an impact on my life .

She shared a lot , many which i found very true ..

She shared about walking away from God .

When you feel that you don't need him in your life , when you decide to walk away from him , you might think that it was the bestest choice you could ever make in your whole life .

But , when you've realised that the decision that you've made is wrong , & when you wanna crawl back to Jesus , to beg for forgiveness , Jesus will be right in front of you .

All you have to do is turn yr head , and Jesus will be there , forgiving you of your sins .

Okay , that really hit me .

I suddenly felt , well , something simply indescribable .

& she also showed us a video .

It was really touching .

I wanted to cry , seriously .

I was very very touched .

It was only today that i realised how much sadness God went through , when he chose to sacrifice his one and only son , Jesus , to die on the cross for us .

He could have chose not to sacrifice Jesus , he could have chose us instead .

But he didn't .

I'm really very very touched .

She shared a lot of other things too lah .

Some of the experiences she had & some stories .

Really great man .

Lord , iloveyou .

You're my all , my everything .

You created me , & it wasn't a mistake .

You're the perfect Lord & you don't make any mistakes .

Lord , i wanna rededicate my life to you , oh Lord .

You control me , Lord .

Thanks for creating me , once again , iloveyou Lord . <3

Ya , kay .

I wanna have this kind of chapel every Monday .

Kay , then the rest of the day was okay lah .

Art was fun , though my work was really screwed .

LOL , but yah ..

Fun lah . (:

Ya , kay .

Then vocal training was quite fun , haha ! (:

The high notes damn hard to reach sia ..

LMAO , okay .. Haha !

Kay lah , i think i'll stop here .

I blogged today cause i wanted to let y'all know how much chapel rocked today .

I loved it ! (:

Kay lah , really gonna stop now .

Byee ! <3

I just can't seem to get you off my mind ,

2009-04-03T21:59:00.002+08:00

Hey Yoh ! :D

Sorry , haven't been blogging .

Really damn lazy lah ..

Lol , sorry !

Anyway , i haven't been in the mood to blog ..

I also don't know why ..

Lol .

Kay , anyway , these few days were okay .

April fool's rocked !

My class totally got fooled by Ms Goh !!

Kay , i'll tell you what happened .

On that day , we had just finished P.E .

Ms Goh was our P.E. teacher and after P.E. , the next lesson is maths . (Ms Goh is my maths teacher too)

So , we were all in class .

Then Ms Goh sat on the chair and said "Wait awhil , let me rest . My head's spinning ."

So we all thought it was normal ..

So we just like don't care .

Then , she said she felt like vomiting ..

Then after she said that , she wrote the homework and told us to line up outside the class and get ready to go for recess .

Then when everyone was out of the class room , she dropped her things and fell to the ground !

Everyone was so worried !

We all thought that she faint or something ..

Then , she looked up at us and said "HAHA ! Happy April Fool's !"

We all started laughing like crazy !!

Haha ..

Ms Goh rocks lah !!

She's a really good teacher .

Funny yet strict .

So lucky to have her as my teacher .

Haha ! (:

Kay , ya ..

Oh & Marissa got fooled by me !!

I sent a message to some friends , telling them that i'll be going to a boarding school in England for two years .

No one believed me , except Marissa !

Omg , it was so funny .

She replied me "Huh ? Really ah ?!"

Then , i continued lieing to her , until she was fully convinced .

I then told her "Happy April Fool's ! You've been tricked ! (:"

LOL !

It was really funny .

I told Jodie , then she was like "Marissa is so dumb . She doesn't even know that she had been fooled ."

Haha , ya , it's kinda mean ..

But it's true !

Haha , lol .

Kay , ya ..

April Fool's really rocks to the max lah .

I just can't believe that my class was fooled by Ms Goh !

ZZZZ .. Haha ! :O

Shock-ness man , serious ..

Haha , lol .

Kay , my mum just told me that chinese tuition has been cancelled .

SHOOT ! I've got chinese homework ..

Who's gonna help me now ?

I'm gonna die man .

Somemore is compre leh !!

Wah , die liao , die liao .

Hai , sian lah ..

Anyway , hope that tomorrow will be fun !!

I'm sure tennis will rock , unless it rains ..

Cause if it rains , there's gonna be PHYSICAL !

I hate physical , seriously ..

IT SUCKS !

Super horrible man , serious !

Arghhh ! :O

& i hope MM goes to church on Sunday .

I miss him like crazy lah ! Serious ! ):

*Sobs sobs* I wanna see him ! )':

LMAO , kay .

Must stop thinking bout him & focus on PSLE !

Haha , lol .

Ya , anyway ..

Will blog prolly on Monday or something ?

Haha , ya ..

Kay then .

Love y'all !

Keep tagging ! Please and thankyou !

& to don't know : Hey , thanks so much for tagging ! Must tag more more more ! (: Thank you ! <3

Kay , byee ! <3

Never thought that i'd fall in love , but it grew from a simple crush .

2009-03-30T21:12:00.002+08:00

Hi Hi Hi Hi Hi Hi !! :D

Haha , haven't been blogging .

So sorry ! ):

I've been busy and blah blah ..

So ya , sorry !

Kay , I don't really feel like blogging so i'll just tell you briefly .(Don't know how to spell)

Kay , Saturday was great , tennis rocked .

Sunday was best , ice skating was bestest !!

It rocked .. (:

After going there a few times , i finally can skate !

Haha , yay me ! *Claps claps*

Lol , (:

Kay , tell you bout Sunday .

I went to Kallang there to meet them .

Waited quite long til we managed to skate .

Credits to Angeline & Lena , for teaching me how to skate !

& Brandon , hope yr knees are okay . Don't cry ! (:

Joshua , hope yr knees are fine too ! Hope that they will stop bleeding ! (:

Oh ya , back to the story .

So , we skate skate skate .

Then , when it was time to go back to church , me , Angeline , Joshua , Brandon & Benjamin went into Aunty Lennia's car .

Then , she made a wrong turn !

So , we went into the tunnel and cme out at near Bartley road there , my house .

So , we had to go all the way back to church .

SO , we reached church at 1++ .

LMAO !

Then , Gwen was waiting for me to have lunch .

So sweet !

But in the end , i ate ice cream for lunch ..

Sorry Gwen !

So , i watched her eat her lunch lor . Haha .

Then , i found out that Su Yeon , Ga Yeon & Min Woo came to church !

So we went to the playground to look for them .

And we found them there !

So played & talked to them for awhile ..

Then found out that they wouldn't be coming next Sunday cause they're going to Malaysia .

Aw man ! ):

But nevermind , hope they'll enjoy themselves ! :D

Haha , kay .

Then went home & went to popo's house .

Finished my homework there .

Oh & HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY TIMMY !

We celebrated his birthday there , but heard he'll be having a party on Saturday .

Kay , then the day ended .

Today was okay .

Had my first session of vocal training today ! (:

Quite fun lah , hehe ! :D

Ya , then came home , slack slack then ya ..

Haha , sorry .

Really don't feel like blogging .

Haha , kay .

Anyway , i think i'll stop here .

Hope my rest ofthe week will be fun !

& hope the weekends will come soon ! (:

Kay , ya .

Gonna stop here . ):

Will blog again , sometime . (:

Byee ! <3

MM , when will i see you ? Any idea how much i miss you ?

2009-03-26T20:49:00.003+08:00

Hello Hello Hello ! :D

Hey hey hey ! I'm feeling so high now !

Don't know why . Must be eat too much chocolate just now .

Haha . It cures depression okay . For me .

LMAO . (:

Kay , didn't blog yesterday cause i was so busy writing my at-least-five-pages composition .

It was damn hard to write lah !

I spent like super duper uber long ..

Waste my time .. ZZZZ . -.-

Okay , actually , no lah .

It's good practice . Hehe . (:

But still , it was super hard to write .

It sucked .. ):

Kay , i''ll tell you about yesterday .

Yesterday wasn't fun .. :/

It was super ordinary .

Nothing fun happened ..

BORING ! Haha .

Ya , had tuition .

All of us were like "Eh , got tuition homework not ah ?"

Lol . Kay , ya ..

Actually , yesterday sucked lah .

Then today .

Today was also very ordinary ..

But i did laugh quite alot in school lah .

Haha . (:

Oh & i did another composition , but this time , i had Demi to help me ! (:

She so sweet lah she .

She helped me through the whole composition ! (:

Thanks Demi !! Iloveyou to th max , <3

Kay , yah .

But this composition was for tuition lah .

So it wasn't very hard to write .

But at least didnt have to write 5 pages !

Haha , kay .

& tomorrow's sports day ! Yay ! :D

Gonna cheer cheer & cheer !

FUN-NESS man . (:

Hope Jannell & Su-Jean can come over to my place , then can cheer together ! :D

Double FUN-NESS !!

Ya , kay .

Oh & i'm gonna wear blue earrings , blue clip & blue hairband .

Then Su-Jean will be passing me blue ribbons .

I can wear a blue watch too ! (:

& Dharnia just smsed me .

She said she will be using blue socks , hair band , clip , watch & water bottle .

Haha , INSANE !

LMAO , it's gonna be fun man . Hopefully .

CHEW ROCKS YOH ! :D

Haha . (:

Oh & we have lots of homework leh ..

But we have today , Friday , Saturday & Sunday to do .

So , okay lah ..

Should be fine . (:

Hehe .

Kay , blah blah blah .

Oh & WTF !

Sorry for being vulgar but i'm really super pissed .

______ freaking accused me of spamming her blog lah !

WhatTheCrap . Don't anyhow accuse me lah .

Damn ass can .

Ya , apologise . So what ?

I slap yr face & apologise , can ?!

WhatTheCrap man .

Serious man . Super annoyed .

BIG TIME ! :O

Kay , whatever lah she ..

Jannell's pissed too . Haha !

Kay , yah .

Anyway , hope tomorrow will be fun man .

Kay , gonna stop here .

Byee ! <3

She's got everything that i have to live without ,

2009-03-24T16:50:00.006+08:00

Hey yoh ! :D

Haven't been posting for these few days , sorry !

Anyway , these few days were great , except today .

Kay , tell you bout Sat .

Sat rocked . It was the last day of VBS ; outrigger island . ):

I was freaking sad cause it was the last time i will see most of the kids .

So i made it a must to take a picture with all of them . (:

So cute lah , serious !

Omg , heart them to the max can .

So ya , took many many pictures with them .

Then , at the end of VBS , it was PERFORMANCE TIME !

It was damn nice lah .

They all looked so cute with the flower thingy around their neck , the grass skirt & the makeup !

Me & Gwen helped them put the makeup !

So fun ! (:

They all wanted makeup , especially Kimberly & Leena !

So ya , then they performed .

SO CUTE CAN !

VBS ; Outrigger Island pwns ! Serious lah !

Then after that i was late for my dance class , so quickly rushed there .

Then went for tennis lesson .

Freak lah .

It wasn't raining but there was thunder and lightning .

So couldn't play .

Walao eh , me & Nicole was super pissed lah .

Then after class we decided to go play with Brian , Nicholas , Jonathan and the rest but freak , before we could take our tennis rackets , a stupid guard came and chased us out .

WhatTheCrap lah !

Was freaking angry .

So , had no other choice but to not play & go and bathe . -.-

Sian lah .

I've not been playing tennis for a month !

Cause of the stupid rain !

Rain rain , go away .. ):

I think i suck at tennis now .. ):

Arghhh !!!!

So irritating !

So ya /

Then Sunday , went to church .

Guess who came ?

Su Yeon & Ga Yeon ! :D

Yay ! (:

They are Koreans who came for VBS .

I was freaking shocked but happy to see them !

Yay !! So ya , played with them and all lah .

Then we went to perform on stage .

We sang & danced to that VBS song .

I think it's called Outrigger Island .

I don't know lah . It's the theme song .

Ya , then went for class .

Then when i was coming back from the toilet , i saw Ashley & she gave me another hug !

Yay ! So cute lah she .

Freaking adorable & pretty ! (:

Then ya , ate at Burger Kings .

Then blah bah blah ..

Then went to Popo's house .

Yay ! I don't need to have tuition le ! (:

Happy ! :D

Ya , kay , Then the day ended /

Then yesterday , school was okay ..

Quite suckish , lol .

Kay whatever .

But the fun started after school .

So , after school , came home , then got ready .

Mummy came home with Edna Sao Sao , then picked me up .

We went Bugis Street to shop !!

YAY ! :D

So fun ! I bought so much lah !

Spent super alot of money , seriously .

We shopped from like 4pm to 8pm !

Then we went for dinner at Mos Burger .

Yay ! So fun ! (:

Reached home at 10 ..

ZZZZ . Ya , kay .

But it was uber fun ! /

Kay , today .

Today sucked too .

I HAVE COMPO FOR HOMEWORK !

You know how suckish it is ??

I tell you ..

Hai , ya , kay ..

I haven't even started yet ..

Serious , it's super sian .

& I'm having a Science test tomorrow .

FREAK LAH !

Screw the paper ! :O

I don't want leh ..

It's damn retarded lah .

I hate Science tests .

Kay , ya ..

Gonna stop here .

Wish me good luck for completing my homework and doing well for my test tomorrow ! (:

Kay , byee ! <3

Because of you , i'm forced to fake a smile everyday .

2009-03-20T20:13:00.003+08:00

Hey y'all !

VBS rocks my world to the max ! :D

Today was freaking fun lah !!

The small kids started hugging me !

Oh & for games , we were playing monkey .

Then me & Joshaniel was the monkey .

Then Ga Yeon & Su Yeon started calling me "Aunty Monkey !"

I was laughing like crazy lah .

We all were ! (:

Then after games time , Su Yeon & Ga Yeon came up to me & said "Sorry for calling you Aunty Monkey ."

I was freaking touched lah .

So obviously i replied "Nevermind lah ! Playing only ."

Then they were like "Now i call you Jie jie Monkey ! Then call that guy (referring to Joshaniel) Grandpa monkey ."

Haha , laughed til my stomach hurt !

& all Joshaniel , or rather Grandpa monkey , did nothing but shake his head .

Haha , it was freaking funny !

Then for snacks , we had ICE CREAM ! (:

SO nice !

We were the second last group , then Aunty Angie asked me & Gwen to help finish the Ice Cream .

Freaking nice lah !!!

So we had like extra alot of ice cream .

More than four scoups okay !

Then there was still somemore , so i said can keep for dessert after lunch .

& yah , me , Aunty Eva , her son & Aunty Lennia finished one tub of CHOCOLATE ICE CREAM !

Yummyyyyy !!! :D

Then , at the last period , Aunty Lennia was asking questions .

She asked one of the kids "What is your favourite corner at VBS ?"

Then i shouted "Snacks corner !"

Then we started laughing .

Haha , super funnn !!

Tomorrow's gonna be just as nice !

Or maybe even nicer .

Cause its the concert .

It's gonna be greattt ! (:

My group's doing the Wikki Wikki song .

Hehe ! (: FUN FUN FUN !

We've got ukeleles for the guys , & grass skirts & flower thingy for the girls .

It's gonna be great man , i hope ..

LOL !

Oh & Eff lah , ______ is a freaking copycat ! :O

______ is freaking irritating lah , serious .

______ sucks to the max man , serious .

Everyone thinks so .

Seriously lah , it's getting really annoying .

ZZZZZZZ , okay , whatever .

Haha , lol .

& i just started on my homework leh !

I have super alot & i just started .

Beat that ! (:

LMAO .

Okay , ya , i'm freaking lazy man .

My lazyness is super over whelming lah .

I hate it to the max man .

It just slows me down & makes everyone think i'm super slack ..

It's so untrue can .

Hai , okay . Haha !

I think i'm gonna stop here .

Kay , byee ! <3

I dread closing my eyes cause everytime i do so , i think of you , i dream of you & i start missing you all over again .

2009-03-18T17:20:00.003+08:00

Hello ! :D
My day was fine .
VBS was great . It was really fun .
Those people in my group are so cute !
I took so many pictures of them ! (:
Haha , but won't upload it so soon .
Sorry ! ):
Oh and before Ashley left , she gave me a hug . (:
Yay ! So sweet . Haha .
Kay , so i'll tell you about my day .
First , my maid came to wake me up at 7.30 .
I was freaking tired and i didn't get up til 8.00 .
Then got ready and everything and left for church with my mum .
Then , after awhile , all the children came .
So VBS started .
It was really fun lah , leading all those children and all .
LMAO , kay .
Then , it was snack time .
I was sitting beside Ashley .
We were supposed to "decorate" our biscuits .
So we each "decorated" two .
Then Ashley ate one and said "i can give you one ."
Haha , so sweet right ?
I was damn touched ! (: Haha .
Then after that it ended .
Then i played with Ashley & before she left , she gave me a hug . (:
Yay ! :D
Then my mum & i went to the airport to pick those who just came back from China .\
Found out that they didn't go to Karaoke .
Yay ! (:
Haha , i'm so mean , but ya ..
But they did alot of shopping . ):
No fair !!
So sad lah , i missed out on the shopping .
But my dad bought me two pairs of Converse shoes !
& a dress .
Hehe , yay !
I still miss my relatives in China .
BIG TIME . ):
I wanna go back there .
I really wish i could turn back the clock ..
Kay , whatever , wishful thinking .
So ya , & now i'm here .
I don't wanna do my homework man .
Damn freaking sian .
Got super duper uber alot can .
Irritating , hai .
Kay , tomorrow got VBS again .
It will be fun ! (:
Kay , haha .
I don't really feel like blogging now .
So ya , i'll blog tomorrow or something ..
Kay , byee ! <3

I miss you so bad . When will i ever get to see you again ?