I'm depressed . ):
I feel like shit right now .
I just wanna cry it all out .
I wish i could cry like there's no tomorrow .
Then won't have to worry about all the problems i'm facing .
I'M DEPRESSED !
Help ! ):
I mean , it's like , what am i living for ?
God ? Parents ? Studies ?
I don't know man .
But whatever it is , it sucks .
It's like , i'm studying my butts off now for PSLE .
Then , after PSLE ?
I'm gonna study my butts off again for Sec1 .
Then , Sec2 .
And blah blah blah ..
Why ?
Is that what life is about ?
Studying ?
It's like , my world revolves around homework , tuition and mugging .
Why ?
It just sucks man .
Whatever happened to that cheerful Lucille i used to know ??
Why has a dull , boring and it's-all-about-work person taken over her ?
This just sucks man .
I wanna cry ..
I'm really , really tired of all these rubbish and i'm sick of living .
Hai . ):

Okay , sorry .
Just had to pour all my sadness out .
Okay , anyway , school was fine .
But the worst thing is that i've got tuition later .
See what i mean ?
My world totally revolves around homework , tuition and mugging .
It's so horrible ..
Tuition's prolly gonna suck , like it always does .
OMG , just kill me now .
Argh , i'm seriously going crazy .
And i don't wanna blog anymore .
Sorry .
Byee .

Hearts break too fast when they're sentimental ;

Hey Hey Hey ! xD
I'm blogging .
Anyway , yesterday was GREAT ! (:
It was awesome .
School finished at 12.30pm (yeah, baby!) cause we had buffet in school .
Haha !
It was cool lah ..
But the food wasn't that nice .. ):
But better than nothing ! (:
Then , saw some video thing .
OMG , i can't believe i looked so retarded in Primary1 ! :O
My goodness lah !
So weird .
Haha .
Then , went home .
DIN HAVE TUITION ! (Yeah , baby !)
Rocked lah , not having tuition .
So , slacked here and there , then got ready to go out with mum .
We went to Vivo and watched Ghosts Of Girlfriends Past .
Was quite nice .
Haha .
Then , ate at Carls Junior .
Free flow of drinks yo ! :D
Hehe .
Nice seh ..
Then , went SHOPPING ! :D
OMG , haha ! (:
Bought one dress ($10 only !!) , a few pairs of earrings , a cute hairband and a wallet ! (:
My mum paid for the wallet , hehe ! (:
It was from Esprit .
Quite nice lah .
Haha . :D
Then , reached home at about 10.30pm .
Slacked here and there .
Then , went to sleep .
Then , this morning had tuition .
Then after tuition , did homework and mugged a bit .
Then , now i'm here .
Hehe . (:
Okay , whatever ..
My posts are getting more and more boring . ):
Sorry ! ):
Really have nothing to blog bout . ):
Sorry ! ):
Haha ..
Anyway , don't feel like blogging anymore .
Gotta go eat lunch . (Kinda early , huh ?)
Oh and Natalie's at my house now !
Working on something with my bro .
Haha .
Okay , byee ! <3

Flooded with all this pain , knowing that i'll never hold you .

Hey Hey You You ! x3
Hey !
Kay , this is gonna be a short post .
Sorry for not posting the past few days .
Have been quite busy .
Homeworking , tuitioning and mugging .
I've been a good girl . (:
Anyway , yay !
Tomorrow's the last day of school for the week .
Won't have to wake up early ! (:
Haha .
Oh and tomorrow , there'll be no tuiton ! :D
Mrs Tien just texted me to tell me that it has been CANCELLED ! :D
So , will be going to watch a movie with mum . (:
Prolly Ghosts Of Girlfriends Past or Transformers 2 . (:
Yay . xD
Oh and heard that there's gonna be some buffet thingy in school tomorrow .
Haha .
Okay ..
Cool , i guess ..
Lol . (:
Anyway , today had school .
Then had tuition .
Argh , tuition sucked .
Oh wait , it always sucks .
Haha ! (:
Kay , then , came back , ate lots of chocolate ! :D
Then , i forgot what i did .
Haha !
Sorry ..
I don't feel like blogging anymore .
I'll stop here ..
Will blog another time .
Byee ! <3

Those tears have got to run out soon , right ?

Hey yo yo yo ! x3
I promised to blog on Sat , but i din .
So sorry ! ):
Was really busy .
Flooded with all the holiday homework .
But ya , got everything done by Monday , so yay me ! (:
Anyway , i'm supposed to tell y'all bout my Wild Wild Wet trip , so okay ..
Here it goes .
It was really awesome .
At first , it was Kaker , Justin , YY and my bro together .
I was supposed to go with them , but they were going Tsunami , and my mum and Aunt Stella was saying it was too dangerous for Yuan Lin to go , so i decided to go with them all to the river first .
Then , after one round , we went to U-lah-lar .
We were queuing and were all the way at the back .
Then , Kaker , Justin and my bro shouted my name .
I turned and saw that they were right in front , queuing too !
So , me and Yuan Lin went to them and sat with them .
It was so funny , cause before the float even went down we all started screaming for fun .
Then while we were screaming , my lil bro shouted "Haven even start you screan for what ??"
Haha .
Then , as we were going down , my older bro stripped(took out his t-shirt) and started holding it in the air , swinging it around .
And the rest of us continued screaming and gigling . (:
Fun man .
Then , at the camera there , we all shouted , "Okay , one two three pose ah !!" really loudly .
Then , after taking picture , we started screaming again .
Then , when we reached the bottom , alot of people were staring at us .
And we were just laughing crazily .
It was really fun ! (:
Then , after that , i can't remember what we did .
I think we asked my mum if all 6 of us , including Yuan Lin , could go to the Tsunami , and i immediately said "And Kor Kor will take care of Yuan Lin !" before anyone else could say anything .
Haha .
So , she agreed lor .
Then , we went to the Tsunami .
We made Yuan Lin wear a life vest .
Then , we wenmt in and went all the way to the deepest end .
And when the waves started , we were all holding hands to make sure we don't seperate .
But ya , i let go and was pushed away .
So , i made my way all the way back to where i was again , got up the float and we were back together .
Haha !
It was really really fun man .
Then , we went to sit Samsung .
Then , went back to Tsunami .
Then , went to eat lunch .
Then , went to river .
Then , went to Tsunami .
Then , went to Samsung .
Then , went to Tsunami .
Then , went to river .
Then , went to bathe .
It was really fun .
And we six were together all the time .
Yay ! (:
Fun fun fun ! :D
Oh but most of us got scratches , cause the walls at the river was really rough .
I scratched my knee . ):
Haha .
But at the river was so fun .
So , yay ! (:
But got sunburn too ! ):
As we were all preparing to go to bathe , Kaker said "Haha ! Lucille got sunburn !"
Then i was like , "really ?!?!"
Then , yep , it was true .
I was so red okay .
Anyway , after bathing , we all went to Yuan Lin's house , where Ivy jie jie , Grace and Timmy were .
Then , ate dinner there , and went to eat ice-cream at airport .
Ivy jie jie treated , so my bro , me , Wei Lin and Yuan Lin shared an earthquake .
Guess what the flavours were ??
Four scoops of sticky chewy chocolate and four scoops of sticky chewy chocolate mix .
Damn shiok sia .
Yummy yum yum ! :D
Deeeelicious ! :D
Then , my bro was still hungry , so he ordered another topless five , ALL FOR HIMSELF !
Crazy man .
And he still could eat fries after that .
Wah , he pro lah .
Really pro man .
Haha !
Then , Ivy jie jie they all went home , and was left with me , my two bros , Justin , Samantha , Aunt Stella , YY , Kaker , my mum and my helper .
So , YY , Kaker , Justin , my older bro and i went to gate something to wait for Jasmine Jie Jie .
She was coming back from don't know where and we were gonna fetch her .
The others were still eating , so 6 of us went first .
Then , when she came out , i was like "Hey !! Long time no see ! We six came specially to pick you up . So sweet right ?"
Then she was like "Ya , cousins . So sweet ."
Then , i was like "But we have to take MRT back ourselves , cause my parents couldn't come ."
Then , she was like "Are you serious ??"
Then i was like "Ya , seriously ."
Then , she was like "Oh .. It's okay . I've only got one luggage , so it should be okay ."
Then , we five burst out laughing .
Then , my mum they all appeared .
Haha ! xD
Then , on Thursday night , Kaker , YY and Justin stayed over .
So , i went to their room and e pkayed all sorts of card games until 2+ am , then i went back to my room to sleep .
Then , the next day , we went out .
And bought a Fathers Day cake for all the fathers . (:
All five if us shared the cost .
How sweet , right ?
Hehe . (:
Then , weekends were okay .
But Sunday sucked .
I got my hopes up for nothing .
And i was so busy doing so much homework .
I thought that cause it was Fathers Day , MM would be there .
But i totally got my hopes up for nothing . ):
Then , went home , and i started doing homework for like three hours ++ .
Sucked man , seriously .
So , anyway , today's the second day of school .
School has been great , actually .
And i'm quite happy to be back in school .
I din expect school to be so fun .
So , yay ! (:
And i've finished all my homework for today , so i'm quite pleased with myself .
Hehe . :D
Anyway , i'm gonna stop here .
This post has been quite long , don't you think ?
Haha . (:
Okay , byee ! <3

You're the light that makes the dark brighter ,

SUNBURN ! SUNBURN ! SUNBURN ! ):
Hey .
Yep , i've got sunburn ! ):
Sucks man .
IT HURTS ! D:
Anyway , Wednesday and Thursday were a blast , though i got sunburn on Thursday .
Wednesday , went to play badminton and table tennis with Kaker , YY , Yuan Lin , Wei Lin , Justin , Samantha , Grace , Timmy(he din play , too young) , Ivy jie jie , Aunt Stella , my mum and some other boy .
It was great lah .
Damn hardcore sia .
Exercise ! :D
Yay man .
Then , ate dinner together also .
Then , Yuan Lin and Wei Lin stayed over .
And on Thursday , me , Kaker , YY , Yuan Lin , Wei Lin , Justin , Samantha , my two brothers , Aunt Stella , my mum and my helper went to Wild Wild Wet together .
I had a freaking great time lah .
Was damn enjoyable sia .
Played a lot and a lot .
Then , last night , Kaker , YY and Justin stayed over .
Okay , i'll edit this tomorrow or something .
Going out now .
With them . (:
Haha , kay .
Bye ! <3

Hello . (:
Sorry for not blogging .
I really wasn't in the mood to .
Anyway , watched Hannah Montanna : The Movie with Genevieve yesterday .
Was a great and awesome film , seriously .
Loved it to the max .
Oh and Travis (Lucas Till ) is uber uber uber cute !
Serious man .
His smile is oh-so-charming ! (:
Anyway , will be going to play badminton tomorrow with Yuan Lin they all , Justin they all and Kaker they all .
Then , on Wednesday night , Yuan Lin they all and maybe Kaker they all will stay over , cause on Thursday we'll be going to Wild Wild Wet together .
Haha , yay ! :D
Hope it'll be fun . (:
But now , i have loads and loads of homework to be done .
Shoot man . ):
Will try my best to complete it before Friday though .
Haha .
Anyway , i don't feel like blogging anymore .
So , ya ..
Sorry ! ):
Byee ! <3


If it's wrong to love you , then my heart just won't let me be right .

Hello yo yo yo ! x3
Blogging ! (:
Haha , kay ..
Anyway , yesterday was great !
Excluding the tuition part ..
But ya , yesterday was great !
Awesome ! (:
After tuition , met Finzi for lunch .
Then , talk talk talk .
Then , went her house and talked some more .
Then , did some homework .
Then , watched this movie called "We Were Soldiers" .
It was an awesome film man .
It was about the Vietnam War .
It was a great show .
Really sad too . ):
Almost cried !
Then i started to emo .
Then Finzi was like "Don't emo lah ! Just a movie !"
Haha .
Then , chatted a lil while more and all .
Then , her parents invited me to go for dinner with them .
So , called mum and she said i can go .
So , ya ..
Haha !
I wasn't supposed to go for lunch and dinner with her lah !
But in the end , i did . (:
Haha . (:
Then , while we were in the car , she was texting ______ .
Then , when i left , she texted me and said that she was pissed with ______ .
Then i was like , "Chill !"
Ya ..
Why did i tell y'all that man ?
Anyway , when i got home , my parents were leaving the house .
They were going to j8 cause my mum wanted to try out the new MRT . (Circle line , Bartley MRT)
At first , i din wanna go , then she was like "We're also going there to eat ice-cream ."
Then , i was like "Oh , okay . Let's go lah !"
Haha ! xD
So ya , went to Swensens (However you spell it) to eat ice-cream .
I ate five scoops !
Hehe ! :D
I'm gonna grow FAT man !
Oh and i was texting Jurado at that time , and he said "Later you grow fat ah ."
Then i was like "Nvm lah . People cannot tell can ready ."
Then he was like "Later they can tell i laugh ah !"
He so mean right ?
I know !
Haha . (:
Ya ..
Then , i shopped awhile , then went home .
Hehe .
Then , used com for a little while .
Sorry for not blogging !
I wasn't in the mood to .
Haha .
Then , at around 12 ++ went to sleep .
Oh and guess what time i woke up today ?
1 pm ! (:
How crazy is that ??
LMAO .
I got around 13 hours of sleep .
Haha . (:
Yay me ! :D
Kay ..
Haha .
Oh and Nicholas said he was sick .
So , he might not be coming for tennis today .
Aw .
Hope he gets well soon ! (:
Kay , gonna stop here .
Byee ! <3

You lift my feet off the ground ; you spin me around .

Hey Hey Hey ! xD
I'm blogging .
Okay , last night , i totally couldn't sleep lah .
Jetlack man .
But seriously , at first i thought i was suffering from insomnia .
But i remembered but it might also be because of jetlack .
So , ya ..
Din sleep til 4am !
Then had to wake up at 8am for tuition .
Arghh !! ):
So i was damn tired .
So , went home and Mum sent me to the bus stop at school to collect all my homework from Jannell .
Talked abit , then let her chose her souvenir .
Then , went home , read my book and fell asleep .
I am still super tired lah .
But if i sleep now , tonight i sure can't sleep .
So , i've decided not to sleep .
Haha ! (:
Then , woke up , ate Mee Pok(however you spell it) then started to do some homework .
And now , i'm here .
Haha !
Oh and you know what ?
Today , during tuition , my tuition teacher gave me some Maths to do as homework and said "Hand it in tomorrow ."
Then i was like "WhatTheCrap ?!"
Haha .
I don't know how to do ALOT of questions lah !
Damn sian man . ):
I still have 9 problem sums , and it's uber difficult .
Evn she said it was a tough paper , and she expects me to finish it ??
WhatTheCrap man .
LOL .
But seriously man , i don't feel like doing . D:
Argh , horrible man .
Super horrible . ):
And tomorrow i have tuition from 9 to 11 , which is SO horible .
Haha !
Oh and there's lots of school homework too .
Last night , i was so stressed , that i cried .
I was so afraid i won't be able to finish lah .
But ya , i think i can lah .
Haha !
Don't know what came over me .
Just suddenly felt so afraid and all .
LMAO , okay ..
Maybe it's cause i'm weird or something .
LOL .
Oh and i talked to Jannell for quite long just now , on the phone , about my trip .
Told her everything .
Haha !
It was nice talking to her . (:
Then , after that , Dharnia asked me to call her , so talked to her for awhile .
Then , her mum came back and told her to "put down the phone ."
So , no choice , had to say Bye .
Ya ..
Haha .
Why am i so random man ??
Lol .
Oh and Jannell was saying "OhMyGod , i hate you lah . Buy a handbag for $128 ?!" and stuff like that .
Then i was like , Don't hate me !
Haha .
Funny lah .
Anyway , was talking to Josiah yesterday .
And we both were like so sad and all .
And he was still trying to guess who MM was .
Haha !
It was funny man .
And he kept asking questions , so i kept saying "I'm not telling you !"
Haha ! (:
Oh and he asked if i wanted to go out with him , Gwen and Melissa .
But i doubt i'll be able to .
But i do wanna go though .
Haiya .. ):
Sian-ness man .
Oh and Finzi asked if i wanted to go her house tomorrow .
I don't mind , but i think i'll have to bring lots of homework there . ):
And she said we were supposed to hang out and chillax there .
Haha .
So much for chillax-ing .
Aw man .
Hope Mum will allow though .
I haven't seen her since she left school .
Lol .
Oh and Church Camp starts today .
I can't believe i'm missing it man . ):
Church Camp is always super fun .
I remembr the last time i went .
It was so fun and funny .
Seriously .
Haha .
Cause that time Church Camp was held at Desaru Island , a place in Malaysia , and that time , American Idol was very popular .
So we had a Desaru Idol , and it was so funny .
And there were some breaks in between , where they had some "advertisements" .
It was a great laugh man .
Miss those times .. ):
So ya ..
Can't believe i'm missing it .
I'm not sure if MM went though .
If he did , then this Sunday he'll prolly not be in church .
But even if he didn'y go for Church Camp , he might not come to church too , as usual .
I haven't seen him for a really long time and i'm starting to miss him a lot .
LOL .
Okay , whatever ..
Anyway , i think i'm gonna stop here .
Will blog another time . (:
Byee ! <3


You were only playing with my heart ;

Hello ! Hey ! Hi ! x3
Okay , i'm officially back in Singapore .
Finally .
After two weeks .
Not that i din enjoy my stay in Paris and London , but i thought it was too long .
2 weeks away from Singapore , haha .
Anyway , there's so much i wanna tell y'all , but i don't know where to start .
Okay , i'll tell you about the flight home .
It was so much better that the flight there .
Time passed really quickly .
And also , there were great movies on board like Confessions Of A Shopaholic and He's Just Not That Into You .
Confessions Of A Shopaholic was great man .
And He's Just Not That Into You was not bad too .
Then , i also watched 50 First Dates .
Was great too .
There were many other movies i wanted to watch too , but i felt super tired , so i din .
Haha .
Instead , i fell asleep .
Then , when i woke up , there was only one hour ++ left before we arrived in Singapore .
So ya ..
Time passed really quickly .
Oh and on Tuesay , when we were still in London , we went to visit this school .
We had this tour and OMG , there were many many cute guys !
Woots woots wooooots !! :D
But ya , like i said , I'M NOT DESPO !
Haha .
Oh and i bought more things !
Okay , so , here's everything that i bought .
2 dresses , 3 shorts , 4 pairs of shoes (3 pumps , 1 heels) , a singlet that says "I Love(heart shape) Paris" , 1 top , 15 shades of eyeshadow (crazy , huh ?) , 1 lipgloss , 1 body butter , 1 shimmer lotion(yes , the one i wanted from Body Shop) , 6 books , four magazines and souvenirs for friends and me ! :D
Yay me ! (:
Haha .
I din think i would actually buy stuff cause my parents said they were super expensive , but not really lah ..
It turned out quite okay ! (:
So ya , i'm really happy .
Oh but you know what's the worst thing ??
I've got tuition at 9am tomorrow morning .
How annoying is that man ??
I mean , seriously .
I'm confirm gonna get jetlack(however you spell it) and i prolly won't be able to sleep tonight .
Then , i have to go for tuition tomorrow early in the morning .
Stupd stupid stupid ! -'-
I sure can't concentrate lor !
ANNOYING ! D:
Arghh .
Stupid tuition .
Okay , okay ..
Enough .
Anyway , i don't feel like blogging anymore .
But please continue tagging ! (:
Kay , will end here .
Byee ! <3

You left a scar across my heart ,

Hey Hey ! :D
Blogging from London airport .
I'm going home today !
Yay !
Haha .
It's been so long man .
Anyway , i'll blog more tomorrow when i reach back home .
Eating at the lounge now .
Haha ! xD
Really short post , but i'll post more tomorrow .
I promise .
12 hours on the plane , OMG !
Gonna die .
Haha !
Must pray that i arrive home safely . (:
Haha , kay .
Gonna stop here .
Byee ! <3

Lord please take this misery away .

Hey y'all ! (:
I'm blogging from Paris !
Anyway , Paris and London has been AWESOME ! :D
All the cute and hot guys , haha !
Okay , i'm kidding , but there were some REALLY cute guys . (:
There was this uber cute guy , who walked past me while i was taking a pic .
He was with two other friends and when he walked by , i totally stared at him lah !
He's asian , but so ?
He's cute .
Haha ! (:
Okay , i sound freaking despo but I"M SO NOT !
I'm single and loving it . (:
Hehe . xD
But no , Paris and London isn't awesome cause of the cute guys , it's awesone cause of everything else .
Haha !
Anyway , I'm loving it , 100% . (:
But Singapore's still the best .
So , anyway , have visited most of the tourists attractions .
And i especially love the Eiffel Tower ! (:
It's so huge and the view from up there is just superb .
No words can describe man .
I just love the Eiffel Tower ! (:
Oh and there was like this big plot of land covered in grass(the grass looked uber clean) , and it was so cool cause there were many people just lying on it .
It was so romantic . (:
There were many people sunbathing too .
Haha !
Then as we drove past it , i pictured MM and i lying there together . (:
Aw , how awesome would that be man ??
But they're just fantasies lah , so ..
Haha ! Whatever man .
Oh and in London , we visited the Big Ben and OMG , it was damn cool lah !
Then , at 12noon , the bell rung .
And i have a picture with it . (:
Many , actually ..
But , ya .. Okay .
Haha !
We visited many other places too lah , so ..
Quite cool !
Oh and in Paris , the sun sets at like 9++pm !
The sky was like pinkish at 10pm !
How cool's that lah ??
And in London abit earlier , about 8++pm .
But still , damn cool lah !
Ya , we visited many other places too lah , but don't feel like blogging bout it now .
We visited the Lourve museum , and it was quite cool .
But i felt super bored . -.-
Haha !
Oh and as i was leaving , i saw this couple french kissing !
OMG , in public somemore !
I was like "Okay .."
Haha !
Oh and we did some shopping too ! (:
I bought two dresses , two shorts(one black , one white) , two pairs of pumps , a singlet that says "I Love(heart shape) Paris" and souvenirs of the Eiffel Tower for friends and myself ! (:
The souvenirs are so pretty !
Different colours , so when i go back , i'm gonna let them choose what colour they want .
But of course , each one one only . (:
Haha .
Oh and i also bought three books !
And i've finished reading them !
They're uber interesting okay , serious .
I read so much that my parents scolded me . -.-
Oppps , haha . :P
Okay , i'm sure Su-Jean and Jannell are gonna be so shocked when they see this part of this post .
Cause seriously , i NEVER read .
Very seldom , unless it's a book i really like .
And yep , these three books i definitely really like .
Haha ! (:
Really nice man .
Yay me ! :D
Anyway , i'm prolly gonna stop here ..
I promise i'll blog again when i go back to Singapore .
Promise ! (:
Kay , but still , continue tagging !
I'll reply all of them back in Singapore . (:
Byee ! <3

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