Friday, July 31, 2009

Hello . (:
Blogging . (:
Anyway , these few days have been great .
Quite okay ..
Haha .
Oh but the horrible thing is i'm gonna have to spend the weekends doing nothing but homework and studying . ):
Sucks man .
And i'm uber uber BROKE ! ):
Really no money .. ):
OMG , i nidda save man !
Being broke sucks okay .
Can't buy things and blah blah blah .. ):
Aw man !
Okay , lol .
Anyway , i don't feel like blogging ..
Really sorry .
Oh and special thanks to Sherie , Valerie Wee & Nicholas ! (:
Thanks a lot guys !
I'm better now .
Thanks ! :D
Lol , okay ..
Sorry .
Really don't feel like blogging anymore .
Sorry .
Bye . <3

I'm hoping , wishing , praying that you're the one ;

Check Yes Juliet; Lucille
6:16 PM.

Monday, July 27, 2009

Hey ! (:
I don't really feel like blogging ..
Anyway , today sucks .
Got freaking a lot of homework .
That stupid b*tch give so much sia !
She want us to do a compo everyday is it ?
Stupid sia .
Feel like slapping her .
Anyway , past few days have been okay ..
Oh and i bought this dress from Outfitter Girls .
So freaking cheap sia , $15 only !
Yay ! (:
Hehe .
Shoot , now i'm broke .. ):
Haha .
Nevermind , gotta save up !
Okay , oh and I watched Harry Potter already .
Actually , not that it wasn't a good film , it was nice and interesting , just that not so much action , not as much as the other series ..
But it's telling us the story of Tom Riddle , Voldemort . (However you spell his name)
I think you'll prolly find it hard to understand the next series if you don't watch this series .
Cause this series , like i said , tells you the story and everything ..
So yea ..
Haha .
Glad i managed to catch it . (:
But it was so freaking crowded sia !
Many many people !
The whole cinema was full !
Lucky my mum booked in advance , if not , we'll prolly not be able to watch ..
Haha , thank God . (:
Oh man , i don't feel like going to school tomorrow .
It's gonna suck , quite sure ..
%$#@*% !
Damn sian sia . ):
Haiya ..
And i bet there's gonna be loads of hoemwork again ..
Tsk , compo , of course man .
Who am i trying to kid man .
Lol .
Okay , i really don't feel like blogging anymore ..
Sorry .
Bye ! <3

Forgive my broken promise , that you'll never see me cry ;

I freaking hate my freaking screwed up life .
I hate this .
I really do .
I fake a smile everyday , but i'm actually crumbling like shit deep down in there .
What's wrong with you , Lucille ?
I'm trying to figure out too ..
What's wrong with me man ?
Why am i always feeling so stressed out , so tired out of living ?
I mean , i can't seem to see the joy of living anymore .
Last time , it was like heaven .
I was always so happy , always smiling , always laughing , always feeling so good about everything .
Now , it is like a living hell .
I'm always crying , always feeling so sad .
Why ?
I'm puzzled and confused .
But i do know that i hate my life now .
I prefer my old life and i want it back .
Badly and desperately .
Omg , i hate this .
What's becoming to the once happy and cheerful Lucille ?
Help me wake up from this horrible nightmare .
I hate myself for being like this .

Check Yes Juliet; Lucille
7:16 PM.

Friday, July 24, 2009

Hello Yo Yo Yo ! :D
Okay , lol .
The past few days haven't been so great ..
Wednesday was the worst .
I was crying like shit okay .
My gosh , i just felt so horrible .
I felt uber stressed out .
The tears just kept coming ..
Was so horrible .
Special thanks to Nicholas and Sherie ! (:
School was okay lah ..
But got freaking a lot of homework .
Serious .
Especially English .
Crazy sia .
She give a revision paper , then give two open ended comprehensions !
WhatTheCrap .
It's weekends lah .
Why give until so much homework ?!
Asshole . -'-
But ya ..
Hope i'll be able to finish it .
Oh and i watched Transformers and Ice Age ! (:
Nice nice nice !
Megan Fox was so hot in Transformers lah !
OMG , she damn sexy sia .
LOL .
But i'm not a huge fan of hers ..
I just think she's really hot ..
And Ice Age 3 was really funny .
Haha .
Great films . (:
This Sunday , i'm gonna watch Harry Potter .
Yay ! :D
But i heard from friends that it's not very good ..
Lol .
Nevermind , my mum already booked the tickets anyway .
Oh oh and i bought this top from Cotton On yesterday .
It was so pretty ! (:
$15 only sia !
OMG .
But now , i'm really really broke . ):
Shoot . D:
I ... Need ... Money ...
But no lah , money isn't everything ..
Okay , anyway , i don't feel like blogging anymore .
Will blog another day .
Sorry !
Bye ! <3

Cause now , i'm stuck here with the ghost of what we used to be ;

Omg , i miss you so much .
Where have you been , why haven't you been coming ?
It hurts , i swear .
It really does .
Come soon , would you ?
Someone here is yearning for your presence ,
someone here is suffering from depression ,
someone here is slowly dying ,
all because of you .
Even a minute would do ,
please , just come soon , alright ?
iloveyou ;

Check Yes Juliet; Lucille
10:44 PM.

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Hey Hey Hey ! x3
Okay , i'm finally blogging . (It's been quite some time right ? Or not ..)
Okay , anyway , school has been great .
Except for having to see that b*tch .
She is freaking annoying lah , i swear .
She freaking made two people cry today , for no fcking reason !
I hate her man , seriously .
What's so wrong bout asking your dad to bring something to school for you cause you've forgotten to bring it ?
And her dad was willing to !
What The Freak man !
And so she didn't do ONE question .
So ?!
Just freaking teach her lah .
Don't have to shout at her so loudly and make her cry right ??
I know your voice damn loud and you want the whole world to know , but you shouldn't shout at her like that right ?
It's just one question lah dey ..
Please lah .
Freaking annoying okay .
Sorry for being vulgar , i really am very annoyed ..

Okay , anyway , apart from that , everything in school was quite fun . (:
Today was Racial Harmony Day and we did not have a concert !
Argh !
Stupid H1N1 !
But ya .
Today passed quite fast lah .
Oh and just now while i was having chinese tuition , my lil bro and i were asking my chinese teacher to say "Red Sony Ericsson Phone" .
My tuition teacher ended up saying "Red Sonia Western Food" !
We were laughing like crazy lah !
It was uber funny , i tell you ..
Haha ! :D
Oh and Chinese Oral was on Monday .
Was quite okay , quite happy with my marks .
40-50 ! (:
Didn't expect to get so high .
Haha .
I was expecting a 30++ ..
Haha , so , yay me ! (:
Oh and just now during lunch , Su-Jean , Jannell and i stayed in class with some other people .
We were laughing like crazy lah !
We went so crazy , haha !
It was really funny .
Oh and Marissa looked so pretty today .
Serious .
Skinnies + some malay top + Converse .
Pwnage sia .
She looked so pretty .
But she's always pretty lah , so ya ..
Haha !
Marissa , i'm complimenting you !!
Honoured ?? Sure you are ! :D
Haha , okay .
Ya ..
Oh Thursday is English Oral .
Pray for me , ya ?
I'm really afraid .
Hope i'll do well . (:
Must wish me good luck !
Haha , kay ..
Anyway , i don't know what to say already ..
Will blog another day .
Sorry .
Remember to pray for me ! (:
Okay , byee . <3

Hide my head , i wanna drown my sorrow ;

Check Yes Juliet; Lucille
6:42 PM.

Saturday, July 18, 2009

Hey !
Time to blog, don't you think ?
Anyway , school has been exceptionally fun these past few days.
Like , loads of laughing and all.
Haha !
Okay , anyway , i've been blog shopping !
Shop until no money left .. ):
Nevermind , i'll just start saving again ..
I'm not as rich as SOMEONE . *Stares at Nicholas*
Got so much money sia he !
LMAO , lucky him ..
Okay , anyway , i'm not exactly in the mood to blog .
So , ya ..
I'll just briefly tell you .
Yesterday , school was okay .
Nothing interesting , just laughed a lot and all .
Then , went for tuition .
Surprisingly , tuition was fun .
Haha , okay .. (:
Then , came home and yea , was at home the whole time ..
Then , today , woke up and had tuition .
Then , watched TV and now , i'm here ..
Oh and yay !
I'm gonna watch movie later !
Transformers ! :D
I'm like , the only one that have not watched it yet ..
So , ya .
Will be watching later .
Haha .
But the horrible part is , there's lots of homework .
Serious man .
Don't know why teachers wanna give so much homework when we have oral on Monday .
-'- them !
LOL .
Yea , so , i'm gonna stop here , cause i nidda go do homework .
Sorry !
Byee ! <3

Can't figure out how you stole my heart ;

Check Yes Juliet; Lucille
11:26 AM.

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Hello ! Hey ! Hi ! x3
Blogging ! (:
Wanna hear my updates ??
Sure you do ! (:
Haha .
Anyway , these few days have been quite alright .
Especially today .
Today was uber fun lah ! :D
Especially during recess and Health Ed. (:
Laugh like xiao !
Especially Health Ed.
Haha .
Oh but the horrible part is today i got tons of homework .
Shit loads , i tell you ..
Sucks to the max man .
Especially chinese .
Four open ended comprehensions !
You know how horrible that is ??
OhMyGoodness , rescue me someone . ):
But ya , should be able to finish lah .
Hopefully .
Haha . (:
And i've got tuition later !
$&^#@*% !!
Shoot man ! ):
Damn sian lah .
And i needa go complete the homework .
Argh . D:
Pity me .. *sobs*
Being 12 can really suck at times .. ):
Yikes !
Can't wait til the weekends .
But after the weekends its doomsday . D:
Prelim oral !!
I'm gonna do so badly man ..
Okay , anyway , moving on ..
I wanna shop so badly ! ):
I need more clothes man .
BIG TIME .
Okay , whatever Lucille .
Haha . (:
Kay , i don't feel like blogging anymore .
Need to go do homework . ):
Sorry !
Oh and please tag !!
My blog's dead . ):
Byee . <3

And i thought that we were meant to be ;

Check Yes Juliet; Lucille
2:18 PM.

Monday, July 13, 2009

Hey .
Blogging ! (:
I feel a thousand times better now . (:
Special thanks to Sherie and Nicholas and Jannell . (:
Anyway , weekends were quite fun ! (:
Had a great time .
Haha .
Tennis was fun .
We got to play til 6.15pm !
Yay ! (:
Then , Sunday was okay .
But he din come . ):
Sad sia .
Haha .
Then today , okay lor .
But later got tuition ! D:
Shit sia .
Hate tuition , i swear .
And i have not done the homework yet !
Nevermind , just tell her that i din do .
I don't really feel like doing anyway .
Haha !
Oh and i really wanna go shopping !
It cures depression instantly ! (:
Chocolates too . (:
Haha .
Okay , i think i'll blog later .
Bye . <3

I wanted you to be the one i need ;

Check Yes Juliet; Lucille
4:58 PM.

Friday, July 10, 2009

Hi .
Don't feel like blogging .
I still feel super depressed .
I thought i was better .
But nah , the depressed feeling came back . ):
Thanks Sherie sweetheart . <3
But it didn't help . ):
I'm just as sad .
Anyway , will blog some other day .
Sorry .
Bye .

I wanted you to be the one i loved ;

Check Yes Juliet; Lucille
7:06 PM.

Thursday, July 9, 2009

Hey yo ! :D
Sorry for not blogging for like , 8 days ..
Sorry !
Was really busy watching some Korean Drama ! (:
Eh , it's nice okay ..
It's the first time i am watching Korean Drama ..
And i really liked it , cause the guys were HOT ! :D
I'm serious lah !
And Jannell and Su-Jean , i'm not cheena !!
Haha . (:
So ya .
Really sweet . (:
Especially during the 13th episode , the two main leads KISSED ! (:
That part was the sweetest i tell you . (:
And the ending , they kissed again .
But it wasn't as sweet as the first time .
Haha ! (:
It's called My Girl .
Okay , enough bout my addiction ..

These few days have been quite bizzare ..
I've been feeling really sad and stressed out recently .
I'm not sure why , but ya ..
And it's like , every night , i'd just totally cry my heart out .
It sucks man .
I feel depressed .
OMG , cheer me up someone .
And his not coming to church doesn't make it any better !
It sucks man .
It's like , every Sunday , i'd wake up , telling myself that he'll come one day , even if not today .
And then , suddenly , i'd be like "Okay , i'm sure he'll come today . It's been so long , he'll definitely come soon .."
And then , i'd totally get my hopes up for nothing .
I feel damn horrible lah . ):
Omg , i feel like crying now .
Thanks Nicholas , for trying to cheer me up . (:
Really sweet of you . (:
So ya ..
I'm really afraid .
I don't know what i'm afraid of .
It's like , i feel like i'm going insane .
Argh .
This really sucks .
I just wish i could have a good cry now . ):
Okay , sorry for blogging bout all these rubbish .

Oh and guess what ?
Ms Lam volunteered me to sing on stage on Tuesday for the classics in the canteen .
It was freaking horrible , i tell you .
I din wanna do it !
So i went like "Jannell and Su-Jean can sing too !!"
And now , all three of us are gonna sing When You Believe by Mariah Carey and Whitney Houston .
Freak man .
We're prolly gonna make a fool of ourselves .
But who cares ??
That's the whole point , right ?
Yea , i think so ..
Haha !
Okay ..
Anyway , hope everything will go smoothly .
LOL .
I don't feel like blogging anymore .
Sorry .
Told you i feel depressed .
Sorry .
Bye . <3

Cause i'm trying hard to face it with a smile ;

Check Yes Juliet; Lucille
5:55 PM.

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

Hello ! (:
Sorry bout that "emo" post ..
I just felt like letting it all out .
But ya , i'm better now . (:
Thanks to my friends and all . (:
Kay , anyway , Jasmine's back !
And she's staying over at my place !
Til Monday ! ):
She's going back on Monday ..
Aw ! ):
But ya , have been talking to her a lot .
Like yesterday .
And Monday .
Haha .
Lots of catching up to do , i haven't seen her for a few years !
Haha .
Oh and can't wait til Friday .
Will be having an all-girls-day-out with Ning , Claudia , Ivy Jie Jie and Jasmine ! (:
Yay ! :D
Will most prolly be going to eat at New York New York , but not confirmed yet .
Can't wait !!
Din see Ning and Claudia for a week++ ..
So ya ..
Haha .
Really excited ! (:
Kay , ya ..
Anyway , school was exceptionally fun today .
During H.E. , Miss Nisha didn't come .
So , there was some relieve teacher .
Lucky lah !
Cause i forgot to bring my H.E. book .
Hehe . xD
So ya ..
Dianne , Jannell , Su-Jean , Joy were gathering round mine and Sheryl's table .
And we were all doing homework and chit-chatting .
Haha !
Oh , no , wait .. Su-Jean wasn't doing homework .
But she was chatting with us and all .
Haha !
It was really fun . (:
Finished all my homework , except for English and Chinese comprehension . ):
Shoot ! D:
Yikes man ..
Have to go do later .
Haiya ..
And got tuition !
NOOOO !
Help ! D:
Freak man ..
Nevermind .
Few more days til weekend .
Then Monday no need go school .
Woohoo ! :D :D :D
Haha .
Okay , i don't feel like blogging anymore .
I've typed quite alot already .. (i think ..)
And my stomach hurts !! ):
Ouch . It's really killing me .
Sorry !
Oh and my tagboard's really really dead now ..
Please tag !! (:
Thanks ! (:
Byee ! <3

Perfect couldn't keep this love alive ;

Check Yes Juliet; Lucille
2:51 PM.