Wednesday, December 30, 2009
I wish you were still here.
I wish i had a better relationship with you when i still could.
I wish i didn't get mad at you when you were so concerned about me.
I wish you didn't have to go so soon.
I miss you alot, i really do.
I miss how you'd sing songs so loudly.
How you'd be so happy everytime we came to visit.
How you'd always be saying "Thank God, thank God" in chinese everytime you saw us.
How you'd be so happy when we bought food for you.
I just miss you so much, Grandma.
I wish you could see this,
and see how much i miss you.
I wish i could turn back time.
I love you, Grandma. <3
"I miss you, miss your smile.
And i still shed a tear every once in a while.
Even though it's different now, you're still here somehow.
My heart wouldn't let you go,
I miss you. "
I wish i had a better relationship with you when i still could.
I wish i didn't get mad at you when you were so concerned about me.
I wish you didn't have to go so soon.
I miss you alot, i really do.
I miss how you'd sing songs so loudly.
How you'd be so happy everytime we came to visit.
How you'd always be saying "Thank God, thank God" in chinese everytime you saw us.
How you'd be so happy when we bought food for you.
I just miss you so much, Grandma.
I wish you could see this,
and see how much i miss you.
I wish i could turn back time.
I love you, Grandma. <3
"I miss you, miss your smile.
And i still shed a tear every once in a while.
Even though it's different now, you're still here somehow.
My heart wouldn't let you go,
I miss you. "
Check Yes Juliet; Lucille
2:22 PM.
2:22 PM.
Monday, December 21, 2009
I'm hurt .
Really hurt .
It isn't cause of a crush or anything like that .
It's cause of someone else .
Someone that i'm supposed to have a close relationship with .
Someone whom i'm supposed to be able to share problems with .
What's wrong with us .
We hardly even speak to each other .
Hardly even share problems .
This sucks .
You're making me feel as if you're ashamed to be around me .
you can be having so much fun , and not even caring whether i'm left out or not .
Oh and gossiping behind my back ?
Thanks alot .
And i actually respected you .
I really envy those people who can have such good relationships with their ________ .
I miss talking to you .
(This isn't about a crush or anything . It's about someone who WAS supposed to be very special to me .)
Okay , anyway , so sorry .
It's been ages since i blogged .
Anyway , last week was youth camp . (14th - 18th Dec)
It was awesome .
Totally awakening .
I won't tell y'all all the details , but ya .
It was just awesome .
And kinda .. emotional ?
Haha .
But ya .
I just think God is awesome .
What I Long For .. Brokenness
Okay , anyway , this week is prolly gonna be uber busy .
Christmas is round the corner !
How awesome !!! :D
"All I want for christmas .. Is you !"
Ahahaha . (:
It's gonna be so awesome .
I just know it is .
Yay !! :D
I just love christmas man .
Haha .
Oh .
And last lesson of tennis is this coming Sat . (26th Dec)
I'm gonna miss you Nicholas and Nicole !
And Jenna .
And Clara .
And Jared .
And Claris .
And everyone else .
D: !!!!!!!
*Sobs*
But ya .
Will make sure i still keep in touch with y'all ! :D
Anyway , i don't feel like blogging now .
Sorry !
Will prolly be quite long til the next time i blog .
But ya .
Will update some other time !!
Oh and i really need to and want to speak to Jannell .
Ahaha .
Random much .
Kay , bye ! <3>
Though it hurts , pretend it doesn't .
Though you like him , pretend you don't .
Awesome , Lucille .
You're in denial .
Really hurt .
It isn't cause of a crush or anything like that .
It's cause of someone else .
Someone that i'm supposed to have a close relationship with .
Someone whom i'm supposed to be able to share problems with .
What's wrong with us .
We hardly even speak to each other .
Hardly even share problems .
This sucks .
You're making me feel as if you're ashamed to be around me .
you can be having so much fun , and not even caring whether i'm left out or not .
Oh and gossiping behind my back ?
Thanks alot .
And i actually respected you .
I really envy those people who can have such good relationships with their ________ .
I miss talking to you .
(This isn't about a crush or anything . It's about someone who WAS supposed to be very special to me .)
Okay , anyway , so sorry .
It's been ages since i blogged .
Anyway , last week was youth camp . (14th - 18th Dec)
It was awesome .
Totally awakening .
I won't tell y'all all the details , but ya .
It was just awesome .
And kinda .. emotional ?
Haha .
But ya .
I just think God is awesome .
What I Long For .. Brokenness
Okay , anyway , this week is prolly gonna be uber busy .
Christmas is round the corner !
How awesome !!! :D
"All I want for christmas .. Is you !"
Ahahaha . (:
It's gonna be so awesome .
I just know it is .
Yay !! :D
I just love christmas man .
Haha .
Oh .
And last lesson of tennis is this coming Sat . (26th Dec)
I'm gonna miss you Nicholas and Nicole !
And Jenna .
And Clara .
And Jared .
And Claris .
And everyone else .
D: !!!!!!!
*Sobs*
But ya .
Will make sure i still keep in touch with y'all ! :D
Anyway , i don't feel like blogging now .
Sorry !
Will prolly be quite long til the next time i blog .
But ya .
Will update some other time !!
Oh and i really need to and want to speak to Jannell .
Ahaha .
Random much .
Kay , bye ! <3>
Though it hurts , pretend it doesn't .
Though you like him , pretend you don't .
Awesome , Lucille .
You're in denial .
Check Yes Juliet; Lucille
12:24 AM.
12:24 AM.
