I'm hurt .
Really hurt .
It isn't cause of a crush or anything like that .
It's cause of someone else .
Someone that i'm supposed to have a close relationship with .
Someone whom i'm supposed to be able to share problems with .
What's wrong with us .
We hardly even speak to each other .
Hardly even share problems .
This sucks .
You're making me feel as if you're ashamed to be around me .
you can be having so much fun , and not even caring whether i'm left out or not .
Oh and gossiping behind my back ?
Thanks alot .
And i actually respected you .
I really envy those people who can have such good relationships with their ________ .
I miss talking to you .
(This isn't about a crush or anything . It's about someone who WAS supposed to be very special to me .)
Okay , anyway , so sorry .
It's been ages since i blogged .
Anyway , last week was youth camp . (14th - 18th Dec)
It was awesome .
Totally awakening .
I won't tell y'all all the details , but ya .
It was just awesome .
And kinda .. emotional ?
Haha .
But ya .
I just think God is awesome .
What I Long For .. Brokenness
Okay , anyway , this week is prolly gonna be uber busy .
Christmas is round the corner !
How awesome !!! :D
"All I want for christmas .. Is you !"
Ahahaha . (:
It's gonna be so awesome .
I just know it is .
Yay !! :D
I just love christmas man .
Haha .
Oh .
And last lesson of tennis is this coming Sat . (26th Dec)
I'm gonna miss you Nicholas and Nicole !
And Jenna .
And Clara .
And Jared .
And Claris .
And everyone else .
D: !!!!!!!
*Sobs*
But ya .
Will make sure i still keep in touch with y'all ! :D
Anyway , i don't feel like blogging now .
Sorry !
Will prolly be quite long til the next time i blog .
But ya .
Will update some other time !!
Oh and i really need to and want to speak to Jannell .
Ahaha .
Random much .
Kay , bye ! <3>
Though it hurts , pretend it doesn't .
Though you like him , pretend you don't .
Awesome , Lucille .
You're in denial .
Check Yes Juliet; Lucille
12:24 AM.